(Trig's Pov)
I was brushing my teeth when I saw a familiar figure walk up behind me and wrap their arms around my waist
"morning baby" Billie whispered and started placing small soft kisses on my neck
I let myself sink into her touch and spat the rest of the toothpaste out of my mouth. I spun myself around to face her but she was gone
"bil?" I looked up to see her standing by the doorway
"t-trig?" she said scared
She stared at me blankly whilst clutching her stomach. Then her face turned into an evil smile before she screamed and started coughing up blood. I didn't know what to do. The blood was pooling out of her mouth and she was laughing.
"NO!" I yelled "BILLIE ISNT HERE" I screamed collapsing to the floor and shoving my face into my hands
I screamed again when I felt someone touch me
"shhh calm down it's okay it's me Kat" she said softly
"s-she was here" I cried looking up to see Billie's face again with even more blood. But now it was on her stomach, the baby isn't there.
"STOP" I yelled "JUST MAKE IT STOP PLEASE JUST MAKE IT STOP" i begged
Of course it wouldn't be Kat, they still have another week left on their Trip as it got extended. I haven't seen Billie for 2 weeks since she walked out on me. And now I'm really going insane.
Phantom and Ghost had both found me, I knew they were real because they were calming me down. It's like they knew what had happened and what I had saw.
It felt like a lifetime before I eventually had calmed down. Then I remembered, I had set up camera's everywhere to capture my episodes. I don't know why really. I wasn't going to show anyone anyway. But don't worry I have it angled so it doesn't show anywhere near the shower. I've thought this through.
I'm starting to realise that without Billie i'm unstable. I need Billie. But I don't want to have to need her, I don't want to live where I need to depend on someone to stay sane. I need to learn how to control myself, so in a way, i'm thankful for Billie leaving me.
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bro- not you lot saying how much you love the book😌🤚🏻
i'm actually so glad you enjoy it bc my heads a mess n sometimes i don't even wana make more i even get episodes where i literally wana delete the book
but i'm not bc i starting to realise when i'm in an episode now which is good
don't ask what i have bc idk haven't been diagnosed
but anyways that's not the point, the point is i love you all so fucking much and when yous say how much you love the book it motivates me sm i rlly can't thank yous enough 🤍
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Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH
Fanfictionsequel to 'Keep you in the Dark' so read that first if you haven't because you will be confused Billie Eilish is now free from the mafia, but is still haunted from the memories and deeply misses her lover Trig since she sacrificed everything to get...