Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

part 15

(Billie's Pov)

I woke up in an unfamiliar. Fuck please don't say I fucked some random no no please not today now ever. My head was pounding as I looked around- wait am I in Trigs room? please don't say we drunk fucked, not that I don't wana fuck her I just dont.. never mind

I opened the bedroom door hoping to see Trig in the living room but she wasn't. Fuck, is that an air bed? I looked at my phone and saw it was 5:48am why the fuck am I up this early? My worries seemed to fade away but increase at the same time as I saw Trig sitting on her balcony. I crept towards her trying not to startle her

"why you awake so early? did you not sleep okay?" she asked worriedly

"my head just hurts" i groaned

"hang on" she walked inside and quickly returned with a bottle of water and a pill "it'll help don't worry it ain't like drugs well wait kinda" she rubbed her face embarrassed "safe drugs i meant that"

"thank you" i laughed

"suns beginning to peak" she whispered

"trig did we-"

"fuck? no" she cut me off "did you not see the air bed" she laughed

"oh.. wow right yeah" i mentally slapped myself in the face "wait where are my-"

"clothes?" she cut me off again "on the side, i washed and dried them" she smiled

Who the fuck is this? Is this even Trig

"right who's switched bodies with you"

"i told you, i've changed... i couldn't sleep anyway"

"you know you didn't have to lend me your bed"

"ooohh but i did, i didn't want you to be uncomfortable" she wrapped the blanket round her a little tighter clearly cold

Without thinking I sat beside her and pulled her into my warmth. She moved around a bit and chucked the blanket around us both as we sat in silence watching the sun rise. She smelt like home, my home, and it scared me.

"thank you... for taking care of me" i whispered breaking the silence a little

"got to start doing something right" she sighed

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