Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

part 8

(Billie's Pov)

"for my last song.. i want you all to record this shit, i wrote it last night because something happened the other day leaving me confused as fuck and i want them to hear this song so please just post this shit" i sighed to the crowd

I was left numb all over again, it was like Trig died all over again but she didn't, she just chose to forget about me I guess.. so as usual I wrote how I felt and ended up with this

"you came home one night,
falling upstairs to the door,
we saw it in your eyes,
there's someone we've never seen before,
and you started a fight just to put tears in our eyes now it's flooding the floor,

did you really love us?
but didn't know how to?
did you burn down the house to excuse
all the pain that you went through?
and is it better now that you're gone?"

I sang with every emotion left inside of me with tears streaming down my face but that wasn't going to stop me

"cause i, don't know
if i should forgive,
should i just forget?
cause i can't seem to get what you did,
i won't know,
if you ever cared,
did you just forget,
forget about us?

oooh, oooh
oooh, oooh
oooh, oooh
forget about us
oooh, oooh
oooh, oooh
oooh, oooh
forget about us..."

I ended the song and broke down on stage. The crowd cheered and Finneas came running up to me and hugged me tight. I had only performed it once and that was to my family since that's how I told them about Trig being alive.

"thank you" i whispered and walked off the stage

We went back to the green room where I asked to be left alone so I could get the remaining tears out of my body. I was already being tagged on instagram with videos of me performing the song and you could really hear the pain in my voice. I just hope Trig sees it so she can see how much pain she caused me.

After 10 minutes mum came into the green room

"i'm proud of you" She hugged me "i am so sorry for what she did, but you are so strong my love"

I nodded in response as it hurt to much to even speak

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Song: Forget about us- Clinton Kane

I fuck with his music anyways so umm yeahhh that was sad now I just gotta figure out how or if i'm gona make Trig and Billie meet again