Interest (Hawks x M! reader)

Part 23|| Why do I feel sad?

{Y/n POV}

"What was it you wanted to tell me-" "Me and Mirko are dating."

{Keigo/Hawks POV}
<Earlier today>

"Okay Keigo you have been crushing on (y/n) for months now, you have to confess to him!" Rumi told me. "I know I know, its just that...I don't want to lose him." I said laying down on the couch. "It's either you take your shot now or he will be taken away by someone eles, you'll just end up hurting yourself in the end Keigo. You need to tell him." Rumi tells me. I nod my head. *I would love to tell him, but what if he think im disgusting for liking him, or what if I make things awkward between us.* "I I just want to find out if he even is into guys, what if he isn't." I tell Rumi. "Well one of my assistants was an ex assistant of his. And she told me that one day they went out for a hero party and he got drunk and started flirting with some guys." *Its a possibility that he could be into guys. But what if he isn't.* "Did he know that they were guy?" I ask her, she shrugs.

"Hey about you vent to me, and then we could buy you some chicken and watch some movies you like." Rumi reassured me. "That would be nice." My lips tug to make a small smile. "Okay tell me, what do you like about (y/n)?" I thought for a moment. I cleared my throat, "He got looks, but that isn't the only reason, when I'm around him I feel safe. He seems like the type of guy just to do good things, and sometimes bad things but for good cause. He has beautiful (eye color) eyes that I feel like I could get lost in, his nice (hair color) that makes him look hotter when it flows in the wind. And I've seen he's been really kind, I check on the times he saves people and he's placed in first in stopping suicide attempts. And he's just so", I feel my face heating up. I cover my face with my hands.

But I think Rumi still saw the blush spreading across my face. "Oh, wow you really have it bad for him don't you?" I slowly nod my head. "How about this we can go get chicken and we can watch some movies." "You really know how to cheer me up don't you." "Well I wouldn't be much of a best friend if I didn't."

Me and Mirko went to KFC and we both got a bucket for each other. We went back to Mirko's place and went on Netflix. "Keigo can we just pick a random movie, we've been searching for an hour, your already done with your chicken and YOUR STARTING TO EAT MINE!!!" She yelled at me. "Fine I'll pick a random movie." I just clicked on the first one I was on. It was a love movie.

After watching the movie over Rumi called me, "KEIGO!" She yelled like no one eles lives here. *I wonder how many noise complaints she gets?* "Yeah?" "I have an idea for your love situation." I light up, "You do!" She nodded her head. "How about we make (y/n) jealous! It happened in that movie it should work in real life!" She did some hand gestures like she was in a movie. "You'll be like "Im dating someone eles", and (y/n) will be like "NOOOOO but I love you Keigo marry meeeeeeee," and then boom I'm invited to yours and (y/n) wedding and you guys can make bird babies. And my aunt heart will be complete." She finished off.

"Well... that could work, but I don't know about the wedding part." "But you guys do get married you would invite me to your wedding right?" Rumi asked. I justed laughed, "Of course I would, what type of question is that?" Rumi got really excited. "Okay but who do I say I'm dating?" I look back to Rumi. "Okay bro, this might sound weird but just say me." I nodded in agreement. *I mean it makes sense. Me and Rumi are pretty close. It would be believable.* "But what if it doesn't work? He's gonna think we're dating!?!" I asked franticly. "Then just say it was just a prank bro. And you wanted to see how he would react." I give a big hug to Rumi, "YOUR BRILLIANT!!!" "Im gonna go see him now." I say rushing out of her apartment, and going to (y/n)'s place.

{Y/n POV}
<Present time>

*Him and.... Mirko are dating!?!* "WHAT REALLY!?!" I yelled out. He nodded his head. "I-I mean I'm happy for you two, that's all you wanted to tell?" "Yeah that's all." "Well I'm proud of you." I say smiling. "DAD!" I hear Alice call out. "Well I have to go, bye Keigo and congratulations on you and Mirko dating." I say as I close the door. *I'm have happy for him, he finds true love. I should be happy...right? But

....why do I feel sad?*

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