She knew this bus wasn't going to bring her to school today. She was afraid and scared that she would have to face this day. But it all happened and no matter how hard she tried to escape, in the end she went back to her place.
He never chose to be...
When I woke up the next morning I got ready remembering how I woke up in the middle of the night.
It was a first time for me.I've never been this way before. I've never felt so scared and sad while being in a dream like that.
Azaan stayed the whole night beside me and I'm sure I ruined his night.
He recites the Quran in such a beautiful way that I still can't get over it and I probably never will. It made me think that maybe he's not such a bad guy. Maybe his heart is good but his past or something is making him put on a strong ego and a serious face all the time.
I suddenly have the urge to want to give him a chance and get to know him even more.
He saw me in the state that I was and I wonder what he's been thinking.
Today I decided to wear casual and comfortable clothes again because it's the best combo. I wore a pair of white sweatpants again with my white shoes. A green hoodie and a black hijab. I added a black beanie on top because it's pretty cool outside.
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I went downstairs and grabbed my self an apple from the fridge, I saw Azaan sitting on the kitchen table doing something on his tablet.
"Good morning" I said.
"Hey good morning, how you feeling?" he asked putting his tablet away and coming to me.
"I'm good"I said.
"you sure?" he asked again.
"yes I am" I confirmed.
"Good, let's get you to school then" he said turning but I grabbed his arm.
"Uh...thank you for last night" I said.
He suddenly wrapped his arms around me.
"No need to thank, I'll always be there for you" he said before pulling away.
I smiled and then we made our way out of the house.
***
It might be the beginning for me in a new school but it's not for the others. Therefore I have to catch up with every other assignments and work given. I literally have a pile of homework to do and I already have an exam coming up in two weeks.
Just by the thought of it, my anxiety and stress is attacking me.
But I'm confident that if I put my heart and soul into it, I'll make it happen.
I texted Azaan to let him know that after school I would be at the school's library to start my work.
He said I could do that at home but I insisted and he left me on read. He can be so childish sometimes.
After I was done with my last class, I made my way to the library and took a nice spot to study.
I plugged Azaan's earphones in my ears that I stole from him last night and put some good music before concentrating.
