one direction doctor/dentist imagines

I'm here now

This is for someone who didn't want to be mentioned. I hope you like this one ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Triggering content ahead

Y/n's POV
I stared off into space the feeling of emptiness filling my body up. "Hey" I turned my head and found my brother Harry. "Hi" I murmured. He knew I struggled with mental health but he always thought I got better but... I never did. "You having the thoughts again?" He asked calmly and I tensed up my eyes starting to water but I tried to push them away "I'm fine" I said and he looked at me concerned "no
You're not" I glared into his eyes "I'm fine. Now drop it!" I yelled my temper getting the better of me. He smiled softly but didn't get angry or upset he just sat there looking at me "speak" he said "about what. I'm fine. You know that. You've convinced yourself enough to forget that I'm not near to taking my life every single bloody second" he froze at my words but slowly regained his composure "Hey... I haven't convinced myself at all. I see your pain y/n. You're an open book at the moment" I laughed humourlessly and Harry held my hand "talk to me" I shook my head and he nodded "okay darling" he leaned back against the sofa and starting pulling gently on the sleeve of my jumper. I crawled towards him and he sighed pulling me onto his lap his hand caressing the back of my head gently "I love you. You're my everything. You aren't worthless. You're beautiful. You're the greatest sister ever" I knew what he was doing and I tried not to cave in. He was trying to get me to talk but I really didn't think I could. I was being a burden right? And as if he had read my mind he took my chin in between his thumb and finger before looking into my eyes "you're not a burden..." I felt my eyes water some more before I buried my head into his chest my heart rate increasing. He rubbed my back gently pressing a little kiss to my forehead "talk to me when you're ready... I'm here... I'm not gonna let you go..." I nodded gripping his shirt in my hands tightly not liking how I knew I had to confess my feelings soon enough.

After a while of silence I slowly pulled away and looked into his eyes "I just want to die" his heart broke and he pulled me in close once again "I'm here now. I've got you" he whispered soothingly as I tried to keep my breathing at bay. "Have you hurt yourself again baby?" He looked into my eyes and from the cry that fell from my mouth he knew instantly and nodded pulling me into his arms again "it's okay. It's alright. I'm right here. I'm not mad princess. I'm gonna help you." He slowly stood up making his way towards the bathroom. He sat me down on the side before pulling the medical supplies out "I'm glad Lou left these here..." even the damned boys knew about my problems. I felt like a monster. A evil attention seeking monster. He pulled my sleeves up and began to clean the fresh cuts being as gentle as possible. "You're not an attention seeker either y/n" my eyes widened and I stared at him. Was he really reading my mind. He wrapped bandages around my wrists before sighing and looking into my eyes "baby be truthful now. Are there anymore?" I shrugged and Harry put his hands on my shoulders gently "tell me. I'm
Not gonna judge you" I contemplated with myself before nodding slowly and pointing towards my stomach and thighs. "Oh baby" he whispered his arms instantly wrapping around me again as he held me tight.

Harry quickly yet gently cleaned me up before he picked me up taking me upstairs. "You need to tell me when you feel like this y/n. Even if you have to message one of the guys. They wouldn't mind. We would always stick our necks out for you and I would save you everyday and take away your pain if I could" I wrapped my arms around him tightly watching as he pushed his door open before shutting it. "Why we in here?" I asked quietly "you're sleeping in my room tonight. Until we've got this situation under control. I know this will be difficult but I assure you me and the boys will help you." He smiled and I nodded crawling into his bed the smell of his cologne immediately calming me down. He got in beside me and wrapped his arms around me tightly his hand drawing soothing circles into my back "if you need anything. Anything. Tell me or message me and I will help as best as I can... I love you" I smiled weakly at him and dived into his chest "I love you too haz" he smiled kissing my head gently his arms wrapping protectively around me. I closed my eyes knowing I was safe but also knowing I had
Someone. I had someone to rely on. To trust. To love. His love and everything about him would never change and I think that's what made it a lot better.

I hope you liked this one! Also a little side note- if you guys need anything then please just message me. Even if you think it's silly message me and I will he here to be your friend And I will try to help. I love you.

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