Captivating, carefree, Enticing. That's the image Rowan Russo threw for people, with his easygoing personality and charming smile, he was irresistible. That's the same guy I grew up with, the same boy 9 years old me had a crush on, the same boy who protected me when I was crying and held me In his arms, the boy who would buy me sour patches because they are my favorite candy that would cheer me up. In college, he'd flirt with me, chase after me all the way, but his image became more shallow, he was no longer the sweet boy I grew up with, he became a playboy. And the possibility of him forgetting all about me after getting what he wanted always stopped me from giving in to his tactics even if I was attracted to him more than he was to me. But right now, when he flies all the way to Los Angeles to offer me to be his girlfriend, my first reaction is to dismiss, say no and leave him with his dreams. But slowly, I realize that I need him too, that the image we'd put on social media will help me with my modeling journey, it'll make people more intrigued and interested with me, it'll make me gain more attention. So right now as I think to myself, is fake dating Rowan that bad? Or am I making it all up? I'm afraid the answer is one I don't want to know.