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𝙱𝚁𝙾𝙾𝙺𝙻𝚈𝙽, 𝙽𝙴𝚆𝚈𝙾𝚁𝙺 𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐀 𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑
"Khalil. It's 9 in the fucking morning and I haven't slept yet! Go the fuck home or send me something telling me your straight it ain't that hard." I yelled into the phone leaving another voicemail.
After a whole 14 hours of waiting at home for him to come back Sevyn convinced me to come to iHop to get mind off everything. And even here, I'm still trying to get in contact with him while I wait.
I thought he just needed his time to cool off but I can't do this anymore.
Not knowing where he is or what he's doing is killing me. I know him, he does DUMB SHIT when he's hurt, dumb shit like hurting himself or others.
I don't want him dead or back in jail because he wants to blow a minor situation out of proportion.
This is definitely not the time for that. We have a bigger factor in the picture now, we can't be playing this drama game anymore. I already shouldn't be as stressed as I am this early. It's hard enough for healthy women to make it to 20 weeks, twice as hard for me and I'm worked up about the wrong things.
I shouldn't be chasing him like I am, but I can't change the fact that I love him. And I'd go through anything and everything when it comes to him.
This could all be solved with one sit down conversation. Khalil and I worked so hard om communication when it came to his mistakes, but now that it was me it's like talking to a brick wall.
NOTHING about this is fair.
"Ari, I now you're upset n all, but were in public and you're loud as hell." Sevyn said lowly.
"I'm sorry! You just don't know how frustrating this is." I huffed.
"It's okay. He'll come around, and if he doesn't that's fine too."
I shrugged my shoulders waiting for our turn in line.
I started scratching my neck as I felt someone staring at me. I started looking around and spotted the last people I wanted to see.
and it just gets worse.
My mother and sister staring at me. Not only staring, but whispering.
