Suddenly There Was You(Completed)

Thirty eight

---Mina---

Cold breeze touched my skin as soon as I sat down in front of her grave.I placed the flowers on top of her tomb and closed my eyes for a prayer hoping all the best for her.

"I'm sorry if I only visited you now.I hope you won't mind" I smiled trying to cover my guilt

It's been two months after that incident but it feels like it was just yesterday.It was still fresh as new. Everything was in despair.Sad and broken.
Painful and Horrible

Everyone was still in shock.We are all still coping up,still healing from those unforgettable memory of the past.We are still faking everything,trying to hide behind the mask that we had every single day in our lives

A mixture of emotions pinched my whole being As I touched her name engraved on that cold stone and faintly smiled

Jeon Somi

The woman who loved Chaeyoung unconditionally. The woman who made me realized that love isn't about having the person you love all for yourself, in the way you wanted and how your selfish heart desires

It's about loving someone and wishing all what's best for her.It's Loving that someone from afar hoping all nothing but genuine happiness for the one you loved. Even if it includes you or not,even if all it would cost you was pain

"You were such a great person,Somi..How I wish I could be like you.How I wish I could do those things like loving someone from afar.."

I shed a tear when I remembered how Chaeyoung ended everything between us a week after she woke up from being hospitalized.It was painful but I know she's in great pain as well

She's even having the most pain among us all loosing someone she used to love and who loved her the most together with her cousin,Bambam.Loosing two souls at the same time was never easy and that's for sure

Yes,Bambam died that day too.He shot himself dead after Chaeyoung lose her consciousness.That memory was too painful.Three bodies were laid around us, all bathed in their own blood

I heaved a deep sigh and tried to calm myself.I came here to thank Somi for everything she had done for Chaeyoung,not to weep in front of her grave

I touched her name written on the stone once again and uttered the words I am dying to tell her the moment I knew who she really was

"Thanks for everything Somi,especially for loving her selflessly. Thank you for loving her until your last breathe,until then"

I fixed myself and stood up but a cold,silent and lifeless voice made me dumbfounded.It's as if time stopped for a minute

"What are you doing here?"

The words that was supposed to be a question sounded like a lifeless statement. Cold and emotionless

I turned around and saw the person I missed the most.The person I love the most

"C-chaeyoung—"

"Leave" her voice was hoarse while her eyes were plain and blank

She was just standing there,eyes fixed on Somi's grave not even sparing a glance at me while holding a bouquet of flowers.She still had a cast on her arm and some scars on her face

"B-but—"

"I said Leave" the tone of her voice screams so much authority so I opted to move away and leave

I hid behind a tree not too far away and watched her sat in front of Somi's tomb.She was just staring at the tomb fo a little while.She stayed that way until I saw her stood closer and leaned her forehead to Somi's
stone grave