Pierre/ hawk-Eli moskwitz

He's gone

Caitlyn what are u doing, sensei asked. I'm here to win, I said. I knew cobra Kai was for u, sensei said. He trained me all night. He even taught me a new trick they could make me unstoppable. I did it over and over again until I got it perfect. I'll see u tomorrow, sensei said. I got in my car and drove  back home. I stopped at a red light and it started pouring rain. It was late so no one was out. I drove to a park lot and got out. I turned my radio up and started dancing. It was the first time to I felt alive in forever.

I was happy without a care in the world. Not one thing from the party was running through my mind. Not one boy, nothing. I cried, laughed, screamed all of it, I was finally letting go. I got in my car and continued driving home. I had to drive past Eli's house and ended up seeing him in Tory. But it didn't break me.

I got home and got in the shower. Caitlyn u know u miss me, he said. Somehow I could hear and see him. It was like he was there but I knew he wasn't. Go away I don't need u, I said. Come on do u actually think I love Tory over u, he said. I tried pinching my self but he wouldn't go away. Look Hawk or whatever u are u can leave I'll be ok, I said. He looked at me. No don't do that, ur just a distant memory, I said. No Caitlyn we are meant for each, he said. Look I'm seeing things ur just in my mind so ur saying what u think I want to hear, but I'm over u, I said and he disappeared.

I sat down on my bed. I could hear him laugh. Stop, I said shaking my head. I ended up falling asleep. I find my mom not drunk for the first time but she still acted the same maybe it wasn't the drinking. I would normally be picking up Miguel but he still hasn't talked to me. I walked into class everyone was looking at me. I sat down in the back so I wasn't by anyone that hated me.

I would catch people staring at me occasionally. No one talked to me except for some random kids that thought what I did was cool. I skipped the class were I had to sit by Miguel, Ethan, and hawk. I sat in the bathroom most of the time. Until I started walking around. I didn't care if I got in trouble anymore. I walked around until I found an empty classroom. I sat in there into lunch. Tory was all over Eli and Miguel was with Demetri and Ethan wasn't even there. I haven't seen him since the party.

I walked over to cobra kai's table. What do u want, Tory asked. Look I'm not trying to start anything but have y'all seen Ethan he hasn't talked to me since the party, I said. Yeah probably bc of the scene u caused, tory said. I don't really know what ur problem is u took my boyfriend, and almost killed me, I said. And made everyone hate u, Tory said. What are u talking about, I asked. I told Miguel about u joining cobra Kai, she said. Why would u do that, I asked. Because I knew how to take advantage of u, she said laughing. U kissed hawk. U know what Tory I've tried to forgive u, to get over it but u can't leave me alone can u it's like ur living to make me life hell, I said.

Yeah, u tried stealing Miguel and now ur trying to take hawk, she said. I never tried to take hawk the things I said were so y'all knew I moved on clearly y'all didn't listen, I said. Yeah bc the odds of existing are slim so maybe the world does work in my favor after all bc I got a chance to meet y'all blah blah blah, yeah we heard, Tory said. Tory u don't get it do u, my life is worse than u think, I was trying to get y'all to forgive me, I said. U don't deserve to be forgave princess, she said. U don't call me that, I said. Why princess does it hurt u she said standing up.

Tory can't u just live me alone, I asked. No but don't worry I will take Ethan next, she said. Don't talk about Ethan, I said. Why bc u care about him, that's makes it even better, she said. Leave me alone or else, I said. Or what ur gonna hit me not if I do it first, she said pushing me. Troy I'm not trying to fight u, I said. Come on slut, Tory yelled pushing me again. Tory stop we will get in trouble, I said.

Yeah, I know princess that's why I'm doing it, she said. She tried to punch me but I blocked it. Everyone was staring at us. Tory u don't have to do this, I begged. Yeah I do I want hawk I know u do, she said. Troy I stopped loving hawk a long time ago maybe I was stuck on Eli for a long time but hawk hasn't been in the picture for a while, he's not the guy I fell in love with and he hasn't been for a while, I said. Oh sure u haven't I know ur little tricks I bet u still think about him in the shower, she said. Yeah I bet U still think about how Miguel was but he kissed Sam and left u, I said.

We aren't talking about me, she said. Oh but I think we are u think ur so much better than everyone but I remember sensei saying I was the best, I said. He just wanted u to feel special, she said. No u use boys to make ur special ur more a slut than I am, I said. She kicked me but I blocked it too. She started coming at me. Troy stop, I yelled. What can u not handle, she said. No I know I can, I said jumping u and kicking her in the nose. How does that feel, I yelled. Caitlyn stop, hawk yelled. Me stop she started it, I yelled.

Tory kicked me in the stomach making me fall. I got up, punched her in the stomach and threw her to the ground. She groaned in pain. Ur gonna regret that, she yelled. She kicked me in the face again making my nose bleed. She ended up on top of me choking me. I tried get her off but it wasn't working and no one was helping. I saw hawk just standing there. I couldn't breathe and no one cared. Tory stop, I cried. I knew u couldnt handle, she said. I knew cobra Kai was for u kreese saying that replayed in my head. I kicked my leg up getting her off of me I grabbed her hair. Caitlyn stop, hawk yelled. Hawk u stop i need to finish this, I yelled.

This isn't u Caitlyn, I know it isn't, he said. U don't know who I am anymore no one does, I said. What happened it rather being a lover than a fighter, he  asked. I have no one to love so I have to be a fighter, I yelled. What about finding piece in my violence, I mean u said that, hawk said. Hawk stay out of this, I yelled.  Caitlyn, he yelled. What, I asked. Look at me, he said. I started chocking Tory and when I looked up hawk was running towards us. He kicked me off of her making me hit my head on the floor. Hawk what the hell, I screamed.

I'm sorry, he said helping Tory up. I told u him loved me, she yelled. She pushed him out of the way and ran into me knocking me out.