His Beta of Submission

thirty six

Xavion Volek x Tyler Vereille
|Xavion_

My head laid on Tyler's lap, staring forward at the sky. I gripped his thigh as I let my thumb knead into his skin.

I felt his hand rest on my head just to feel his fingers go to my ear. When he starts to massage it I sigh peacefully.

"My brother...experienced a rut-filled Ezra, you say?" Tyler mumbles to himself, and I nod. "He doesn't listen. Ruts are not something to underestimate, we should know."

"Yeah...we should know." I mutter because I had a lot on my mind.

I was distracted... I wanted Tyler so much, and after seeing the relationship Ezra and Theo has...it intrigued me. The way Beau just was willing to take all of that and had no anger fueled towards Ezra.

If I was him I'd be furious and feel assaulted. Because ruts are not easy to handle on any end, and Betas have it the worst since their bodies don't adapt easily to that kind of stuff.

Except he wasn't angry at all... He loved him and was willing to do anything for him.

I sit up from Tyler's lap, and I look at him. He had his eyebrow raised at my suddenness, of course he did. My eyes laid on his face just to take him in...as a person.

I already knew that he a very pretty face, but I know there's more to him than just that. I like his spunk...his drive, I like what I see and I like how I feel when I'm around him.

I've never truly had feelings for people. Ezra's fake Mate doesn't count, at all. Theo...I didn't have feelings for him, but I did find myself attracted to him as a person. I liked what he stood for and I found his desire to help my brother to be very amazing.

Then I meet Tyler...he's everything I could ever want in someone.

"I'm just left to assume, so I don't know what is true on your end Tyler." I say to him, and he frowns.

"Where is this coming from, and what do you mean?" He looks at me as if I'm a little crazy, but that's not it...

I want him to like me as much as I like him.

"What even is this friendship...relationship...acquaintanceship...?" I frown at myself, and I begin to see Tyler just face forward plainly.

"I like it the way it is...right now. Can I say that?" Tyler rests his eyes upon me when he asks that question.

"Yes, of course, but what is that 'it'? What does that mean?" I found myself becoming a little desperate for an answer. I just wanted to know what that meant for us.

That seemed to bother Tyler as he looks away immediately.

"Labels... You want a label to what that 'it' seems to be...huh?" He questions me again. "I didn't think you were the type that cared."

"I do care! I just haven't ever liked someone like that. It's always been me trying to protect my brother from people and I never trusted people enough to start something serious. I trust you, and I like you Tyler. I want to be something with you. You being an Alpha doesn't demean your status if you are with an Alpha too-."

"I know that." He interrupts me harshly.

I could tell he was getting upset now by the way he was looking at me. When he gets mad at me I don't really pay him...mind. I used to try and fix it, but that only makes him go into attack mode.

He wants to win.

Except he's not winning this one.

"Listen to me, and don't interrupt me when I say something, please." I tell him kindly, and his eyes narrow upon me. That's another thing with him.