Mr and Mrs Shang ( The Moment When Two Hearts Complete Eachother).

26. Pregnant

Kavya's POV....................

Living with grandpa always brought me a feeling of, having my parents with me. He is caring and loving towards me. His care and love filled my empty heart, which is carving for my family and parents love.

With Shang and grandpa, my life has become interest, I'm not feeling abandoned anymore. There love brought a lot of changes in my life. I started feeling better, I started feeling that I got a family which I'm carving from so many days.

I started smiling, and I started laughing with both of them. Having grandpa in our small family, is something which I can't put in words. I started seeing him as my father, mother and every person, which I missed them these days.

Talking about grandpa, he is loving towards me, for sometime I even feel he loves me more than Shang. That brought a big smile on my face, when grandpa supports me over Shang.

And about Shang, he is still same, teasing me always, whenever he got time. He always make me remember of that sentence, ' I want my husband' and tease me making me remember how I cried.

He always like 'kavi you want your husband but you even know how to cry?' and laugh like there is no Tomorrow. Whenever he teased me, I want to strangle him but restrained the thought.

It's not like I'm going to win against him, it's impossible though. My life finally started going on a new track and I'm happy to go on this track too.

Today we are going to hospital for regular check up, for every 3 months I run regular checkups. I got ready and Shang to, we had our break fast as we started for hospital.

Soon we reached to hospital, we give our blood samples as we waited for sometime for reports. After waiting for sometime we went to doctor cabin ad we rushed in by a nurse.

We sat in front of her as she smiled brightly to us. We took our seats and waited for her to check on my reports.

"Congratulations Mrs Shang, you are pregnant." She said and there my world stopped rotating around me. I was beyond shocked, for some time I didn't even blinked my eyes for sure.

Pregnant!!!

Seriously!!!

I'm pregnant, how??

Pregnant, how come it's possible??

I thought Shang used protection, because I already discussed it with him that I can't use birth control pills. Doctors strictly, declined for me to not use them.

I slowly turned to Shang and he is same like me, shocked. He sat in his chair, completely shocked without uttering a single word.

Expected!!!

But wait, did he used any protection or not?? If he used it, then is it failed protection case. More than that I'm I ready to be a mother? Or not?

Can I be a mother? Can I take care of a child? Can I be a good mother? Or not? Isn't it is too fast to become a mother? Yes, it is. Ofcourse it is.

Many questions are running around my head, making me feel uncomfortable. I don't know anything and I can't even understand anything.

Doctor prescribed some medicine and told me about suggestions on taking care of myself. Though I was listening, still at the back of my head that one question is hanging on.

Can I be a good mother?

Brushing those questions, again to back of my head, we took medicines as we started for home. Ride was silent, complete silent like pin drop silence.

I didn't made any conversation and same goes to Shang. He is driving and kept silent, completely silent. I don't know what to do, I kept looking at outside the window.

The thought of me carrying a baby, brought a new feelings in me. Though I'm not sure that, I can handle a baby or not? But still in somewhere my heart felt happy. I'm carrying a baby, to be precisely, Shang's baby.

Whatever it is, I decided that, I will give birth to this baby. Though we didn't planned baby, but I can't give up on it. After all, its my baby too.

I smiled thinking about baby inside my stomach, with that thought I even caressed my stomach with my hand. This baby is surprise and shock for us in our small family.

We soon reached home, I went in and I myself emersed in work, not thinking much about all. Specially, the negative thoughts about me being a mother? Or I can be a good mother?

Me and Shang didn't talked at all, not even about this pregnancy or anything. I felt weird to talk to him now, I don't know why? I felt like this. But I felt weird, shy and embarrassed to go to him, face him and talk with him, about baby.

So I stayed with grandpa only talking with him and I always felt good and refreshed talking with him. I always feel safe with him, like silently he assuring me that he is there for me, and with me in all time.

Spending a lot time with grandpa, I decided to face Shang. It's not like, we are going to not see, eachother. We have to face eachother and discuss about future too. With that thought I walked to bedroom and I listened something which I never thought I would hear it.

And I even thought that, I shouldn't heard it too.

Shang I'd talking on phone, with someone but I guess it's with shivam bro.

"I don't know, I want to make friendship with her first. But now she is pregnant, I don't understand anyth...." He was talking and there my heart once again broke in to small pieces.

He was still talking but I walked away from there, not to bear more pain.

That means he don't want baby, he don't even want to make me pregnant. It's a mistake and he is already feeling guilty over it.

My tears started flowing down, I locked myself in bathroom. Silently crying for my life, just now I thought, my life is going smoothly. But no it's turns in to more drastic turn.

Why always I end up in getting hurt? Why it happens with me always, like always? What I ever did to see this and bear this in my life?

I thought baby will bring happiness in our life's, mostly in my life. But here this baby only brings pain much more pain than I ever beared in my life.

I cried more and more, thinking about my future.

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