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Chapter 7

Bakugo's POV

I walked into class feeling tired. I had stayed up cleaning and organizing my room and adding my new things, pictures and memories of Deku. Most people would probably say this is unhealthy, but I don't care. No one understands how I feel. Sure, some people die and people have to live through it, but they weren't the reason for their death.

I sat down and put my head down, waiting for the caterpillar. Everyone around me were chatting and being loud. I pulled my headphones out of my backpack and connected them to my phone. The first song that came on was 'Alone' by Nico Collins. I honestly loved this song.

I opened my eyes after awhile and picked my head up. Now I was confused. The caterpillar was already teaching class. Did I fall asleep? Why didn't they wake me up? I quickly took my headphones off and put them in my bag. When I looked up again the caterpillar was looking at me in concern. Wait concern? Why is he worried? Did I talk in my sleep!? Oh no I hope I didn't say anything about...Deku.

I looked around to see most of the class giving me worried glances.

"What!?"

I asked trying to get out of the attention. Ever since Deku died I've changed. I don't want as much attention, I don't let my ego get in the way of the important things.

The class looked ahead and I sighed in relief.

"I'd like to talk to you after class Bakugo." Mr. Aizawa said. I nodded not wanting to talk.

I stared out the window as class progressed. I couldn't help but feel like someone was watching me. This happened a lot so I had gotten used to it. The weird thing was, there was never anyone watching me. I turned to face the front so I could actually pay attention when something touched my hair. My back went rigid and I turned my head side to side but no one was close enough to touch me.

"What's wrong problem child?" Mr. Aizawa asked.

"Something or somebody touched my hair." I said, my eyes scanning the room. I gave up after a bit.

It was getting close to lunch break. We were sitting in class listening to caterpillar finish up. Suddenly I felt it again, a hand or something in my hair. I raised my hand.

"Yes?" Mr. Aizawa asked tiredly.

"It's doing it again! Something's messing with my hair!" Then as if just to prove my point my hair started moving...it looked as if there were invisible hands playing with it.

Mr. Aizawa looked alarmed.

"Hagakure is this you!?" He asked.

"No sir!" She said from the back of the room.

"Is it a villain!?" Shitty hair asked. I got up and moved away from my desk. I sighed in relief as the hand left my hair.

"Iida go get All Might!" Mr. Aizawa said. He got up and quickly left the room.

"Bakugo come here." Mr. Aizawa told me calmly. I walked over to him and looked over the room. He seemed to be thinking the same thing as me.

"It seems who ever this is likes you." He said glancing at me.

"I can't think of...anyone." I said but I hesitated. He looked at me and raised an eyebrow. I looked away.

"Problem child this is important. If you have any ideas we need to hear them." I sighed knowing I was gonna lose this battle.

"I can only think of one person...but..."

"But what?"

"But he's dead."

The whole room was eerily quiet. Maybe I shouldn't have said anything. My heart hurt. I didn't like thinking about him unless I was alone.

"Hey Bakubro, what's this?" Shitty hair asked. I looked over and froze. He was holding my teddy bear that I had kinda stolen from...his room.

"Give it to me." I said deadly calm. The whole class shrunk back in their seats. Apparently I'm more scary when I'm calm.

Shitty hair walked over to me shaking slightly. He stuck the teddy bear out to me and I took it gently.

To give you a better idea it's this but bigger.

I hugged it to my chest. All Might walked into the room with four eyes behind him.

"Okay so what's the problem?" All Might asked.

"There's something or someone that seems to like Bakugo here. And he said he could only think of one person, but he said they're dead." I winced at his words which he seemed to notice so I looked down to avoid his gaze.

"So what happened?" All Might asked.

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I sat there rocking back and forth, holding...my teddy bear to my chest while the teachers talked over the incident. I pulled my headphones out and turned my music on. I wasn't really paying attention to the music until a specific song came on. 'Hold on' by Chord Overstreet. I couldn't help but blame myself. They always said it wasn't my fault, but it was my fault and they didn't seem to understand that.

I was the one who told him to do it. I let my Ego an pride get in the way. But they didn't understand that. They said he had been going through a rough time, but they didn't understand that I was the one putting him through that hard time.

A hand shaking my shoulder brought me back to reality. I took my headphones off and looked at Mr. Aizawa's worried face.

"What?"

"You're crying." He said. I quickly brought my sleeves up to my face and sure enough they can away with glistening tears. "You good?" He asked concerned.

"Yes!" I snapped. I didn't deserve concern. I was the reason I was like this.

It was my fault, I don't deserve pity.

"Okay well we're gonna have to start keeping an eye on you." He concluded. I sighed and stood up.

"Kay, bye." I mumbled as I walked out of the teachers lounge. I heard footsteps behind me and school was over. I looked behind me to see Midnight walking behind me. "We have to watch you. So there will be someone to walk you to the dorms in the afternoon and someone to walk you here in the morning." She explained. I groaned, annoyed.

I reached the dorms and had my hand the door handle.

"You can go now." I said hoping she would go away.

"I have to walk you to your dorm." I groaned. Now the rest of the class are going to ask me questions. I walked in and everybody went silent seeing the hero trailing behind me. I quickly went to the elevator and got in. But of course floaty bitch and dunce face were in here. They looked at me confused but I just ignored them.

"Okay now go away!" I said as I walked into my dorm. I changed and went over to my night stand to take the pills the old hag had given me that help me with sleeping. I dry swallowed them and plopped down on my bed. I let the darkness consume me.