The Unexplained Transformation

𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑌𝑜𝑢

- 𝙰𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚒𝚜'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 -

I felt his warm body pressed against my back and his strong arm wrapped around my waist while he kissed my neck and shoulder.
"I'm falling for you too" he mumbled into the bare skin beneath his lips. My wolf howling and growling just begging for him. The fact he was starting to pick up on the quiet things I had said to him showed his wolf was almost ready. I didn't want to push him into it but I knew I had to tell him soon what was happening.
"Luka?" I questioned softly and I turned around to face him, his arm still on my waist
"Yeah?" He asked, his voice so soft and sweet.
"Do you mind that I'm not human?" I asked quietly, my voice almost breaking
"You're pretty human to me" he laughed softly
"I mean do you care that I'm a werewolf?" I looked into his bright emerald eyes worried about his answer
"No. I mean, at first it scared me but like, it didn't? I felt like I should have been terrified but I still trusted you. I still do" he gently kissed my forehead while he rubbed his hand up and down my lower back
"What if I turned you?" My voice broke this time
"I didn't know you could do that. But I guess it would make it easier to be together. How do you do it?"
"You're not supposed to turn people"
"How would you turn me then?"
Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Fuck.
"I already have"
He backed away from me and stared at me with his brows furrowed
"What do you mean?" He sat up quickly and stared down at me whilst I sat up to meet him
"When you were unconscious on the floor in the old house on rooks lane" I said as I felt the tears starting to well
"What?" Now it was his turn for his voice to break
"You were dying" I pleaded trying to stop the tears from falling
"So you just turned me?" He asked, I could sense his anger rising even through my wolf's whines
"I couldn't let you die Luka"
"But that's like, you're not supposed to do that"
"I wouldn't have done it if you didn't need it. Please Luka"
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"I didn't want-"
"Didn't want what?" He cut off as he stood up
"I didn't want to upset you and I didn't know how to tell you"
"You didn't know how?! Maybe that first night when I met you?"
"I turned you into a werewolf because you were dying" he said, mockingly
"Im not going to say I'm sorry" I stood up and wiped the tears from my eyes with the back of my hand
"Yeah, cause you wouldn't lie to me"
"No Luka. Because you would be dead. Conor and his two body guards had literally torn your heart. Your entire chest was ripped open and you blacked out from the blood loss. You were seconds from dying when I got them off you. I spent three fucking weeks pacing your backyard waiting for you to wake up and checking each night to make sure you weren't fucking dead"
He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out
"I'm sorry you had to be turned against your will but I'm glad I did it. I have no pack, I have no family, I'm a fucking rogue and I have nowhere to live but I would do it all again in a heartbeat if it meant I got to save you" I let the tears run down my cheeks and watched his angered face soften before he turned around.
"I'm not worth all that" he whispered
"You are to me Luka" I cautiously walked over to him and put my hand on his back
"Why?" His voice broke again and I could see his eyes watering
"You're my mate. You're worth the world and everything more to me"
"Does that mean you're my mate?" He asked softly
"It's a two part package. You can reject it though if you don't want me"
"I'm sorry I got mad at you. I don't want you to think I don't want you. I do. I just don't think I'm ready" he stepped away from me and pulled the keys out of his pocket
"Luka? What are you saying?" My throat became dry and I felt my hand beginning to sweat as he spoke
"I'm not ready for all of this Alexis! It's too much for me!" He turned to face me, his anger back, along with sadness on his face.
"I can help you though. Like at school when you got angry. Luka your emotions are in overdrive. You need to learn how to control them before they control you. Your first shift is painful enough but if you're not ready it will be excruciating"
"Can't I just not shift?"
"It doesn't work like that. If any of your emotions get too high your wolf will come forward and take over. At that point you won't have a choice on if you shift or not"
"Are you calling me emotional?" A small smile played on the corner of his lips
"Well you almost broke a brick wall this morning because Conor was teasing us" I said softly
"Does he know?"
"About you? No. It's not visible enough for anyone to notice. I only know because my wolf can sense her mate getting closer and because I turned you"
"How did you turn me?" He asked, his eyebrow raising and his head tilting slightly
"After I chased the assholes out I licked your wounds. Followed by biting you and licking again"
"You licked me? Then bit me?" He scrunched his face up as the images flooded his mind
"Well, I was in my wolf form when it happened. My saliva helped you heal then the bite and saliva combined turned you."
"Plus I've done both of them to you in different places" I added causing him to blush
"Don't try and sweet talk your way out of this Alexis. I'm still mad at you"
"Why, is it working?" I asked as I walked over to him and placed my hands gently on his chest.
"Maybe a little" he confessed as he placed his hands on my hips and pulled me closer, pressing our bodies together.
"Is that why I feel tingles and fireworks when you touch me?"
"Yeah. Wait till we're fully mated. It'll be even more than just the tingles" I giggled as I kissed him softly
"We're not full mates?" He questioned, causing me to laugh
"We're full mates baby. We're just not mated"
"What's the difference?" He asked, his head tilting again reminding me, funnily enough, of a puppy
"We haven't marked each other"
"Holy shit, there is so much I don't know"
"You've no idea."
"How do we mark each other?"
I felt my eyes darken as my wolf wanted me to show him instead of telling him
"I can't until you've finish transitioning. After your first shift you'll be ready"
"What do we have to do?"
"I'll bite you" I gently kissed his neck just above his collarbone before biting softly, making sure to not let my wolf have her way. "Right there" I added as I softly kissed his lips, his stubble tickling my chin
"Then you can do it to me and we will be marked for everyone to see"
"And then we are mated?" He questioned, his voice growing husky
"Well then we have sex so our scents are combined and yes. We're fully mated" I giggled as he squirmed at the thought of us having sex
"So you want to have sex with me?"
"Well duh" I said, his brows rising and his jaw dropping
"And you want to with me. Don't think I haven't noticed the boner you're hiding" I added. He quickly looked down and covered himself, a red tint flushing his cheeks.
"It's not the first time either" I laughed as I walked back over to the blanket and laid down
"Do we have to wait for that part or?" He asked shyly
"If you're asking if we can have sex before the bitey bitey then, yes. We can" his face lit up and he came running over to the blanket to lay down next to me
"It's kind of funny. You remind me a lot of a puppy dog when you're excited or sad. It's cute" I said as I gently pushed him onto his back
"I thought you found it offensive to be related to a dog?" He teased
"I'm not a dog. I'm a wolf. Much bigger and stronger and faster and deadlier" I defended
"So what's a big bad wolf like you doing with a puppy like me?"
"I take it back. I do want to hurt you" I joked as he laughed beneath me
"Try me" he tested.
"You have no idea what you're in for"