With You Or Without You

MIXED FEELINGS 2

Tum log samajh kyun nahi rahe.... Hum usse sach nahi chupa sakte ....dhoka hai yeh uske sath... Itna sabkuch karne ke baad uske nazar mein kya devta banke ghumunga main? Yeh sahi hai? Usse sach janne ka haq hai.... Phir jo hoga dekha jayega ..."manik was loosing himself by guilt"

Tu ekbar phirse soch manik... Past ko barbar wapas lane kiska bhala hoga? Woh bhi aisa past jisse sabki barbaadi .."cabir tried to calm him by tapping his shoulder"

Cabir came there after shaheer brought him to the house.

Maham : ha manik is baat ko bhi almost ek saal ho chuka hai ... Dobara mat ghasit is baat ko....

Manik : to kya karu main? Uski memory loss ke piche kon hai ? Manik.... Usne apna baccha kiske wajah khoya? Manik Malhotra ke wajah se... Usse khushiya dene ki promise karke uski Zindagi ko nark banane ke piche kon hai? Manik... Yeh sab karne ke baad bhi main usse wapas se ek jhuti duniya mein rakhunga jaha main Hero hu.... Aisa hi chahta hai na .....

Shaheer : manik shant ho ja... Thande dimag se sochenge abhi ghar ja... Nandini tera intezar kar rahi hogi....

Nahi... usse nazre kaise milaunga main... main to khudke nazar mein hi gir chuka hu..."Manik took back steps..."

Cabir : apne ap ko dosh mat de... Teri galti nahi thi woh... Tujhe nahi pata tha ki tu baap banne wala tha... Soch baat ko... Manik shant ho ja....

Yeh sab maine kya kardiya... "He sat down on his knees and cried"

Maham : nandini ka barbar call araha hai... Manik shant ho ja... Phone utha....

She gave him the hone forcefully

Hell...hello jaan ...  "He wiped his tears"

Manik tum kaha chale gaye mujhe chodkar... Mujhe bohot darr lag raha hai...."she said in a low tone"

Jaan navya hai na waha ... Tum uske sath baitho main bas yun aya....i...love... You..."he was trying his best to hide his tears"

Hmmm "she didn't reply, just cut the call"

Yeh woh nandini hai hi nahi jisse maine pyar kiya tha...."he said while looking at the phone screen, where nandu was set as wallpaper"

Tujhe khudko samhalna hoga manik.... Nandu ko teri sabse zyada zaroorat hai...."cabir said while hugging him"

Jis nandini se maine pyar kiya tha usmei aur is nandini mein jameen aasman ka fark hai cabir... Meri nandini ko junoon se pyar tha...mere liye kisi bhi hadh chali jati thi.... tujhe to pata hi hai na sona...aur yeh nandini mujhe itna gira huya samajhti hai ki usse lagta hai main uski fayda uthayunga..."he rubbed his hair"

agar uski baat na manta to apne sar pe gun leke  khadi hojati thi...kisi baat ka khauf tha hi nahi usse. ...aur yeh nandini kehti hai ki usse darr lag raha hai...."he stood up from the floor"

Woh nasha, woh junoon, woh khauf woh khud dusron ke liye khatra ban jati thi..  meri dur jane ke siwa koi darr nahi tha usse ... Itni strong thi meri nandini....par ab wali bohot weak hai.... Usse darr lagta hai... Usmein meri nandini wali koi baat hi nahi hai...."he explained them his point of view"

Aisi nakli nandini ke saath main puri zindegi nakal hero banke kaise rahunga... Jhuti zindegi nahi jee sakta main ..nahi usse jhuti zindegi mein rakh sakta hoon...."he turned toward them and finished placing his hands on his waist"

To chal ....chal ghar chal... Sab sach abhi batana hoga tujhe.... Is chapter ka closure aj hi hona hai .. bas bohot hogaya ab.... Jake sab bata aur move on kar.... Faisla nandini ka hoga... Chal...."cabir was frustrated now, he couldn't get it anymore and being frustrated with him he dragged manik from there"