With You Or Without You

MY LIFE IS "YOU"

I LOVE HIM, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED HIM BUT THIS? THIS WAS TOO MUCH FOR ME. I COULD HAVE ONLY DREAMT ABOUT THIS MOMENT BUT IT HAPPENED! IT REALLY HAPPENED.....

I took my steps back while try to digest what happened recently. Taking a long, deep breath i looked at him. He was looking afraid. Maybe he thought that i will reject him! That moment only i remembered his lines. When he said that he wasn't nervous of being rejected... How much confident he was about me! Did he realise that i m also in love with him? His silence was making him more afraid. At last i opened my mouth...

Ek rishte ki buniyad yakeen se hota hai Manik. Aur main...main to khudpar hi yakeen nahi karpati... is rishte par, tum par yakeen karna mere liye bohot zyada mushkil hai... "i said him looking into his eyes"

Tumhe na sahi... par mujhe tum pe mere pyar pe pura bharosa hai... bas tum apne Manik ko ek mauka dekar to dekho....serf ek wada karo.... "he came close to me slowly"

Wada? "I asked him"

Ha... ek wada... tum mujhse pyar karna kabhi nahi chodoge chahein kayamat hi kyun na ajaye.... "he forwarded his hand"

Ek bar phirse sochlo Manik... jo mang rahe ho kya woh sari zindegi jhel paoge? Nandini ka hojaoge to kisi aur ka tumpar koi haq nahi hoga... tum serf mere hoge.... pura ka pura.... nibha paoge yeh rishta? "I gave him a challenging look"

Jabtak main zinda hoon, serf tumhara rahunga. I promise.... "he smiled giving me assurance"

A long tear rolled down from my eyes and i placed my hand over his, promising him that i wll never stop loving him.

Main tumse pyar karna kabhi nahi chodungi.... "i went closer"

He took me in a bone crashing hug and i also hugged him hidding my head into his chest... that moment was total bliss. The cold wind were touching our body and we both were smiling, hugging eachother. He murmured in my ears lovingly "I love you" and kissed my earlobe. A shiver ran to my spine and my breath started becoming heavy.

MY LIFE IS YOU ... "i whispered into his ears while clutching his blazer tightly.

Say it.... "he made me looke at him"

What ? "I teased him moving my eyelashes down"

I am waiting... come on... i want to hear it.. "he grasped my hair and pulled me closer to his face"

I.... "i whispered while breathing heavily"

I... "he repeated after me"

Love..." i licked my lips"

Love...."he gazed at my lips"

I...i.... lo....love......"i clutched his blazer tightly feeling his hot breath on my lips"

Say it.. otherwise i will start kissing you untill you become senseless... "he said in damnn husky voice"

I love you... "words automatically slipped out from my mouth"

Once again please... "he smirked gazing at me"

I love you Manik... i love you a lot... even if i die my heart won't stop loving you... i can do anything for you... you are life... i can't... i just can't imagine my life without you.... MY LIFE IS YOU MANIK...my life is you... "i said in one go and tears found their way for coming out"

Tujhko jo paaya
Toh jeena aaya
Ab yeh lamha thehar jaaye tham jaaye bas jaaye hum dono ke darmiyaan haan

He wiped my tears and hugged me tightly as he wanted to hid me into him forever. I closed my eyes i response. He pulled me up by placing his hands over my waist and i held his neck and back.