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(REQUEST) happier ~ Steve

We broke up a month ago
I was struggling with the breakup. I felt so alone, without Steve I felt a bit empty but you know these things took time
Your friends aren't mine, you know, I know
I didn't really have any friends I used to just hang out with the avengers a heap but now with the breakup I didn't talk to them anymore

You've moved on, found someone new
One more girl who brings out the better in you
I saw the new stories, he had gone off and found someone new. Sharon Carter, I wish I could be happy for Steve but to be honest I was struggling to find that within myself
And I thought my heart was attached
For all the sunlight of our past
But she's so sweet, she's so pretty
Does she mean you forgot about me?
I pushed them both on the street once, he didn't look my way, had he forgotten about me? Maybe it wasn't getting harder, maybe to forget Steve was getting easier seeing him move on.

Oh, I hope you're happy, but not like how you were with me
I'm selfish, I know, I can't let you go
So find someone great but don't find no one better
I hope you're happy, but don't be happier
It might've seem petty of me but I didn't want him to be happier than me, I was happy again and I guess in my mind I didn't want him to be happier than me.

An eternal love bullshit you know you'll never mean
Engaged, what a load of bullshit. And here set in my kitchen bench an invitation to their wedding. I knew they were happy I mean god damn it they were engaged.
It hurt knowing this was the date we originally set when Steve and I were together but now it was their date.
At wedding
I was done, they were happy everyone was happy, I had only talked to Peter at the reception, every avenger stared at me unsure on what to say, I could feel the pity pouring  in, so I dipped grabbing all my things calling an Uber to take me home. "Y/N!" I turned and saw Steve running my way.
"Don't go please stay, I want you to stay around, come enjoy this happy day with me and my wife."
"Listen Steve you broke my heart and recently the pieces have come together, and I want you to be happier but not happier than me."