I Want To Unlove You

chapter 10

Geetha's pov :

What is happening around me!!!!

Is the world spinning??? Does that even happen in the real life??? But why am i feeling it for real...

Did I completely lost my mind in the real sense???

But my thoughts broke when I landed on a hard surface...
Can I call it a hard surface???

Because it's hard yet soft. How do I explain...even when the surface was hard I didn't feel much pain.
It's better than landing on the floor and embarrassing myself...
Wait ....where am I???

So that means someone grabbed me...
And now I am so close to that 'someone'

Suddenly anger rushed into me...
How can he just grab me?? What was he thinking about me...
I concluded that it is he not she...and it increased my anger ten folds.

I opened my eyes which I kept closed since I felt a force on my hand.
I couldn't open my eyes fully as soon as tried to open my eyes were blinded by the light which was just above me.
I squinted my eyes to accommodate to the light.
Now I saw him...
He...he what is he doing???
My anger just dispersed into air...it went away as fast as it came to me.

I blinked my eyes to see if he is really HE...but it looks like he is really Him.

I knew that he was our senior as I saw him often these days but did he saw me too??
I mean not many people know me. And I tried to be low profile as possible. I can't afford to grab his attention when I very well know that I am not being my normal self when I think about him.
Its like I am becoming a new one...which I tried to avoid with my utmost concentration.

But now looking at him I felt like my heart stopped beating for a sec and then it's again running in a marathon.

I but my lips in nervousness...what is he doing???

"Let's dance." His voice broke my trance.

But he didn't wait for my response...he grabbed me with him towards the farther corner.

If only he waited for my answer I would definitely said one excuse or the another and escaped from this.
I want to know what is happening with me????

Am I falling in love with this Greek god ????

But I...I don't want to.
Am I capable enough to bear all the repurcussions if I fall in love with him for real????

It was a big NO....I knew it. I can't do that.
But why I can't speak when I am with him?

Why I feel like he can easily control me...make me do things which I never mean to...just like how I am following behind him when my brain was screaming at me to not do that.

But finally we are the place where not many were dancing...he turned towards me.
He is having a serious expression on his face... Is he angry at me?? I thought but I quickly shrugged off those thoughts as I found it impossible. I don't even know him...
'Yeah...you don't even know him and you are drawing conclusions that you are falling in love with him.' my mind mocked me.

'But its because how he make me feel...my fastened heartbeats....my hitched breathes....' I tried to justify myself but I couldn't.

May be I should control myself and should not fall for him in real. Or may be I am just overthinking ...who will fall for others without knowing anything.
Is that even love???

His constant state was making me even more conscious...
"Go..Good evening sir." I wished him as I thought he may be upset as I didn't greeted him...not shown my respect towards a senior.