I Want To Unlove You

chapter 20

Adarsh's pov :

Am I doing right???

Heck I don't even know what I am gonna do...

Ok guys let me fill you up with the happenings in my life.

Confusion... This is the correct term I may use to describe it.

So, two weeks back I kissed Geetha.
Can you believe me!!! I freaking kissed Geetha.

And I was so into that moment that I couldn't even comprehend that until Ravi rang me up.

I couldn't utter a word...not a word about that magical kiss I had experienced.

Truly it was so magical...just like her.

Honestly if I travel back into the time I know for sure I would still kiss her.

May be I would have put my mobile on silent which was a great interuption for us and kiss her more longer...so longer until her plump lips are swollen and she remains moaning my name.

I know I am thinking dirty about her...but I couldn't help it.

This was the first time I am feeling this strong attraction towards someone.

I had kissed few girls before and I am not a virgin...but that was just because of curiosity held my a teenager. So I had few one night stands when I just joined medical school. The newcome pass of freedom then made me do all those things...but that was past. I stopped them when the girls who slept with me asked for something more which I couldn't afford. They needed a namely relationship and I was there just for fun. I kind of disliked those situations so I stopped one nightstands and completely distanced myself from most of the girls. Except ria and her gang I talk to...because I have to save my friend from their evil hands I never talk with them. And I am happy this way without any unnecessary tensions.

And then came a girl into my life crashing straight into me.

Literally made me think about her for hours and hours making me forget about everything else in this world.

Without any efforts she grabbed all my attention towards her.

God knows how many times I sneakily looked at her while my internship.

Once I was sticking up a patient's forearm as it was lacerated because for a minor accident , but she...she was so fucking beautiful that I couldn't take my eyes of her.
She is like that always...
I was so into staring her that my patient who was moaning in pain snapped at me to pay attention.
It was so embarrassing...
How could I do that??? I mean I am not even doing my work.
But from that day I avoided looking at her.
But when she revealed she is loving someone....I felt my blood boiling.
Is that someone VARUN????
If he is I will make sure to break his bones...that motherfucker, he wants Geetha.
In his dreams, I mentally scowled.
But the next second I said to myself, he can't even think about her in his dreams.
I didn't like the idea of that.

And also it's been two weeks I have seen Geetha.
I waited everyday in ER to get a glimpse of her...but I returned disappointedly.

It's like she disappeared...
And I don't know what I would talk to her even if I see her.

Should I apologize for kissing her??? But it won't be sincere as I don't regret it.

Argh!!!! Can someone please enlighten me what should I possibly do???

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Days were passing quickly.

Soon I would complete my internship and had to appear for my PG exams.
But my thoughts still wandered around Geetha