i left and you came back...

Back In England...

As we arrived to Sammy's house, we went straight to her bedroom. Sammy was determined for me to do this, but I wasn't....

"Y/N, go on their bio right now and click the link"

"Come on Sammy, I don't-"

Of course, I was cut off by Sammy. She has some nerve in situations.

"Look Y/N, you are going to do this and this will help you. Would you once take my advice? I know what I am doing"

"Fine, I'll do it"

"Good! Come on, we have no time to waste, CLICK the link!!"

I hesitated but followed her orders. It came up to a page titled; "Màneskin Auditions" and you basically had to fill in the information. So far, I did the first 3:

Name ans Surname: Y/N Y/LN
Age: 17
Date of Birth: 24th December 2003.

Okay so far, so good. After all that information, I turned to Sammy.....

"Sammy, what song am I gonna sing?!"

"Whatever song you sing, it has to be played with your guitar"

"Wow so helpful! Which song!! I know it's going to be with the guitar!!"

I was getting really mad! Yes, I know Sammy wants me to do this, even me deep down but I would love some help!

"Y/NN?"

"What"

"I know which song you should do...."

"Tell me then please!"

"Remember when you left England and came ro Italy...?"

•flashback•

TW⚠️: this contains abuse. If it triggers you stop reading and go to the part where there is "•flashback is over"

2nd Febuary 2014.

It was 1 am. I was asleep when the front door came open. I knew it was dad. After my dad lost my uncle in a car accident, dad became an alcoholic. My dad and uncle were very close. They did everything together. I heard my dad stomping into the kitchen. My mum went downstairs to try and calm dad.. i knew it would be a bad idea. There was going to be a war in the house, a huge feud....

Mum went down the stairs and she had a sniff of the ground floor and it smelled like alcohol. I was traumatized.. i couldn't sleep, I couldn't leave my mum with a huge monster and her getting hurt.

Suddenly, I heard glass smashing.

"Martin calm down! There is Y/N sleeping!" Mum yelled but she was shouted at by dad..

"I don't care! Look at you! You ugly human being! Of course she looks like that because she looks like you!! Your daughter is ugly!"

Those words hurt. It was like somebody stabbing my heart and going deeper and deeper by the words being said... My dad is changing for the worse by the day. He was such a fun guy. He loved everything! He loved life, mum, music, me and so much but now... he loves alcohol... and chooses it over his own family... Mum talked back after dad passed on a comment.

"Don't you dare say that Y/N is ugly! She is a beautiful girl and you are making it worse for her!!"

I didn't hear my mum's voice after that.... all I heard was a slap and my mum falling on the ground... they kept fighting but I couldn't take it anymore! I got out of my room and dialled the police...

"Hello 999 what is your emergency?"

"I would like you to come and take my dad away. Lately he had been turning crazier by the day. He drinks and my mum and dad are argueing and he is hurting my mom! Please come!!"

"We are on our way sweetheart, what is your address?"

"It is [ADDRESS] "

After 15 minutes, the police arrived and took dad away. I saw mum's black eye and I knew I did the right thing.

"Amore, go pack your bags, we are going to Rome and we are gonma stay with nonna and nonno for a while. Pack what you need"

"Okay mum"

I packed important things like clothes, my favourite soft toy and my guitar. Music is my escape from this cruel world I lived in and it made me happy and before all of this chaos, I wrote a song for my dad...

The next day, we left and I never set foot ever again in that rotten country.....

•Flashback is over•

Only Sammy knew about this event in my life. I got emotional thinking about it. Sammy came over and hugged me and gave me a shoulder to cry on.

"So, are you gonna do it..?"

"Yeah, I am.."

I filled in the rest of the information and all I needed to do is tell mum about it......

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Heyy luvss!! I hope you're all doing well!! Currently, it is 4.00AM and I just finsihrd writing this chapter. I hope you like it x💘