i left and you came back...

Caro Amico,

"Caro amico,

Sono a Berlino ora. I miei sogni si stanno trasformando in realtà. Sto trascorrendo il tour europeo con le persone che amo di più, i miei migliori amici, o dovrei dire la mia seconda famiglia così come li chiama mamma, li amo, davvero.

37 entrate..."

("Dear friend,

I am in Berlin now. My dreams are turning into reality. I am spending the European tour with the people I love most, my best friends, or should I say my second family as that what mum calls them, I love them, I really do

37 entry...")

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"Caro amico,

Attualmente sono in aereo per la Svezia per il nostro prossimo concerto. Damiano sta dormendo sulla mia spalla. Victoria, Thomas, Ethan e Lukas sono tutti profondamente addormentati nei loro posti, io sono l'unico sveglio.

Berlino è stata fantastica! C'erano molti fan che mi hanno chiesto foto, autografi, tiktok e si sono congratulati con me per la mia vittoria con la band. Quello era solo il giorno 1, non vedo l'ora che arrivi la Svezia!

Ci vediamo in Svezia x

Entrata 38...."

("Dear friend,

I'm currently on the plane to Sweden for our next gig. Damiano is sleeping on my shoulder. Victoria, Thomas, Ethan and Lukas are all fast asleep in their seats, I am the only one awake.

Berlin was amazing! There were lots of fans who aksed for some photos, autographs, tiktoks and congratulating me on my victory with the band. That was just day 1, I cannot wait for Sweden!

See you in Sweden x

Entry 38...")

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"Caro amico,

Ora sono in Svezia, Göteborg. La mamma ha visto il concerto dal vivo su Instagram ed è stata molto contenta di tutte le nostre esibizioni.

Mi sento come se stessi ancora sognando, nuvola nove. La Svezia è molto bella dal balcone, essendo attualmente le 6 del mattino a guardare l'alba. Bella sono le uniche parole per descrivere la bellezza della Natura di Madre.

Non vedo l'ora di incontrare altri fan oggi e vivere il sogno ancora una volta.

Ti amo x

Entrata 39.."

("Dear friend,

I am now in Sweden, Göteborg. Mum has seen the gig live on instagram and was very happy with all our performances.

I feel like I am still dreaming, cloud nine. Sweden is very beautiful from the balcony, being currently 6am watching the sunrise. Beautiful is the only words to describe Mother's Nature beauty.

Can't wait to meet more fans today and live the dream once more.

Ti amo x

Entry 39..")

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"Ciao amico,

Un altro giorno fatto. Ora abbiamo un viaggio in macchina per l'aeroporto. Siamo tutti molto stanchi ma siamo tutti contenti di quello che abbiamo fatto oggi. Oggi abbiamo cantato solo 3 canzoni; Zitti e buoni, voglio essere tuo schiavo e Presso dalle tue braccia. Indossavamo abiti rosa e Vic e io avevamo questo fantastico look da occhi rosa.

Adesso partiamo per Parigi. Abbiamo 3 giorni lì. Abbiamo 2 giorni liberi e 1 giorno in cui possiamo avere un'intervista, un concerto e incontrare alcuni fan. Per fortuna, facciamo una pausa in una delle città più belle e romantiche del mondo.

Parla presto x
Entrata 40"

("Hello friend,

Another day done. We now have a road trip to the airport. We are all very tired but we are all happy with what we did today. We only sang 3 songs today; Zitti e buoni, I wanna be your slave and Presso dalle tua braccia. We wore pink outfits and Vic and I had this amazing pink eye look.

Now, we are off to Paris. We have 3 days there. We have 2 days off and 1 day where we get to have an interview, a gig and meet some fans. Thankfully, we have a break in one of the most beautiful, romantic cities in the world.

Talk soon x
Entry 40.")

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Paris was a place where I loved visiting with my family when I was a young girl. I closed the diary and held it on my lap. I rested my head on the glass window and watched the raindrops crashing onto the window, remembering all the memories I had in Paris with my mum.

23rd  December 2010.
Flashback:

It was the last day of me being a 6 year old. Mama and papa surprised me for my birthday and took me to celebrate my 7th birthday in Paris. We arrived on the 21st and we are leaving on the 26th.

To celebrate my birthday, mama and papa took me to a restaurant in the Paris. The streets were full of white snow and Christmas Markets full of sweets, cards, decorations and a lot more. The restaurant was decorated with Christmas Decorations; a white christmas tree, nut crackers and christmas related quotes in french. A waiter took us to our table at the back of the restaurant, which was were the heaters are found. The waiter looked at me and spoke to me in frencch.

"Bon anniversaire!" He said. I looked at him confused and he qyickly got the hint that I didn't understand. "Oh, I am sorry. I said happy birthday. I saw your '7 today' badge on your sweater. I'll get the menus for you to choose your order." He said and went to grab the menus. We sat down and ordered our food. A few minutes later, our food came and we ate together as a family.

M: "Bella, it is soon midnight! In only a few minutes. You are getting so old my dear!" She said and came down to my level hugging me.

P: "You are growing baby. We are going to make your 7th birthday one to remember!"

"Grazie mama e papa. What time it is papa?"

P:"Let me check." He said and looked at the silver watch on his left wrist and checked the time. "It's past midnight! Happy Birthday baby!!" He said hugging me

M: "Happy Birthday sweet heart!!" She said hugging me. After they let go of the hug and got back to their seats, the waiter came and served me a slice of chocolate cake.

W:"Happy Birthday young one. This is for you, free of charge! Merry Christmas Eve to all of you and happy birthday!" He said and continued working.

M: "Blow out the candle darling, make a wish!" I nodded and blew out the candle.

P:"What did you wish for sweetheart?" Papa asked me curiously.

"I wish for being a singer, make songs and they will be famous!! I want to be known in the world, but with all your love and support, I know I will do it! Right?"

M: "You will be sweetheart."

M/P: "Ti amo!"

'Anch'io Ti amo!"

"Y/N, Y/N! We arrived at the airport. Are you coming or no?" I got out of my thoughts and looked behind me to find Damiano patting my shoulder, he had a soft smile on his face and his eyes looked deep into mine. I smiled back and quickly responded.

"Yeah I am coming." I got my notebook, my luggage and together made our way to the entrance of the airport.

Damiano, Victoria, Thomas, Ethan, Lukas and I made our way through the entrances.

Paris, here we
come x

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Hey guys! I hope you like this chapter and sorry if is confusing. I can not wait for the next chapter! A lot is going to happen!! Bye <3