The Bucket List

Chapter One

Jennifer's POV

I can't beleive he's saying this to my face, We've been together for 5 years. 5 fucking years, And there's nothing I do but to love him with all my heart and soul. I always thought that he's happy with us..

What the hell is wrong with him?

I'm sitting at the couch as I bursted into tears while he tries to comfort me.

"Why are you doing this baby? Why are you breaking up with me?" I said as I continue to cry..

"Hey.. Jennifer, I just think that i'm not happy anymore. You know that you're one of the best girl I knew.. But I don't wanna stay in a relationship if i'm not happy anymore.." I said as I felt my heart breaking..

I stood up away from him..

"We were together for 5 years Alex! What? you'll just throw it away because you aren't happy? We can fix this baby.." I said

He stood and walked towards me as he held my hands..

"I wanna stop hurting you, and this is the only way.. We both know something is wrong.." He said

I removed my hands from him..

"Is there someone else?" I asked him..

"No.. of course not.. it's just.. we need time alone.." He said wiping my tears.

"I don't need time, I need you.." I said as my tears continue to fall..

He hugged me as he caressed my hair..

"I'm sorry baby.." He mumbles in my hair while I continue crying my eyes out..

Then I realized, I can't breathe, my eyes are all blurry. I'm having a panic attack, and the last time I heard was Alex asking for help.

That's also the last time, I heard his voice..

It's been 2 weeks, that day when he left was still fresh on my mind.. I don't think I can even forget it.. or him. He's all I want right now.. I miss him so much.. I was busy watching our videos on my laptop when I heard a knock.

Uh. The last thing I need are visitors..

I opened it not thinking how I look, it's Frankie. my gay neighbour. He's a bit annoying

"Oh my God! You look so terrible.." He said with his eyes widen. See?!

"Really? Because I don't care!" I said closing the door but he stops it with his hand.

"Wait Jen.." He said.

"Don't call me Jen. Were not even friends. What do you need?" I said annoyed

"You are so harsh.. We've been neighbours for a year now. And i'm like going here always.." He said pouting his lips trying to defend what I just said

"Yes.. To borrow my stuffs, and ask what i'm cooking right? Why are you even here?" I said

He grin at me. So gay.

"Well.. it's been 2 weeks since I last saw you outside your apartment. I'm just wondering if you're okay?" He asked, and oh.. He's sincere..

"I want it here.. it keeps me safe.." I said

"But you aren't going to work, I haven't seen you in your Barney uniform." He said making my eyes narrowed

"Barney uniform? What the fuck are you talking about?" I asked

"The Barney uniform, the purple one.. Barney is purple right?" He said smiling to me innocently

I pursed my lips, I don't have the energy to deal with a nonsense conversation.