BAD DATE | Bad Series 4 (complete)

CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT

Dorian

That was amazing.

Even before, every time he would have sex with Amere it would always be amazing. 'Yong totoo hindi nga niya iniisip na sex iyon. Basta kapag si Amere laging special. Laging kakaiba.

Laging hinahanap-hanap niya.

He wanted to do that to her all the time. He wanted to feel her kiss. Her touch. He wanted her everything all the time. All his life.

And he was sure it was not just all about sex.

He wanted her because he liked her.

Pero siya na rin ang nag-correct noon sa sarili niya. Hindi lang niya gusto si Amere. Sigurado siya sa sarili niya na higit pa sa pagkagusto dito ang nararamdaman niya.

Wala itong kibo habang bumibiyahe sila para ihatid ito sa bahay. Nakatingin lang ito sa labas ng kotse pero ramdam na ramdam niya ang tensyon sa kanilang dalawa.

"About what happened," he cleared his throat and blew out a breath. "It was-"

"It's not going to happen again." Putol nito sa sasabihin niya.

Napailing siya at napakamot ng ulo.

"You said that before. I think, you were always saying that every after we had sex. But you know that's not the truth. It will be going to happen again and again as long as we are near each other." Sagot niya dito. Dahil iyon ang gusto niyang gawin. Gusto niyang laging nakadikit kay Amere. Gusto niyang laging makasama ito sa kama, o kung saan man. Kahit hindi sila magsi-sex. Basta gusto niyang lagi ang presensiya ng babae.

Tiningnan siya nito ng masama pero hindi ito nagsalita.

"Admit it. You liked it. And I loved it. We are both compatible pagdating sa bagay na 'yon. Kahit noon pa. Kalokohan kung itatanggi mo 'yon." Sabi pa niya dito.

"It's just sex, Dorian. Yes, I liked it. I like to do it with you. But, that's it. There's no feelings there. No deeper emotion." Marahang hinilot ni Amere ang magkabilang sintido nito. "And I hate this kind of thing. I hate that..." hindi nito maituloy ang sasabihin at tumingin sa kanya tapos ay napahinga ng malalim. "Huwag na lang natin ulitin uli. It's unfair for my part."

Kumunot ang noo niya. "Bakit magiging unfair? We both liked it. I love how I always satisfy you."

"It's not just about the sex, Dorian. I want something else. If I wanted sex, I could get it all the time. But you see, I haven't done it with any man. But you came, and I did it with you. Again. Always with you. Siguro dahil ikaw ang first time ko and alam mo 'yon, sanay na 'yong katawan ko sa iyo. But I am looking for something. A connection. And it's not always about sex," paliwanag nito.

Napahinga siya ng malalim. "Then tell me what you want?"

Napailing lang si Amere at muli ay tumingin sa labas ng bintana. "You won't understand."

"Try me."

Tiningnan siya nito ng masama at muling umiling.

"Come on, Amere. Hindi ako manghuhula. At least tell me what you want baka sakaling kaya kong ibigay."

"What? What the hell are you talking about?" Halatang naiirita si Amere. At alam niyang defense mechanism lang iyon ng babae dahil ang totoo ay natataranta ito.