Mya Parker and Billie Eilish have been best friends since they were three. They've always been by each others side. Even when Billie blew up after realeasing her song ocean eyes. What will happen when Mya starts to catch feelings for her best friend...
I woke up and rubbed my eyes. I yawned and saw that billie wasn't in bed. I grabbed my phone and scrolled through instagram for a bit. Billie walked in with a plate of food. "Happy birthday baby." She beamed.
I smiled and took the plate from her. "Thank you." I said as I looked at the food. I still kind of have trouble eating so billie only gives me what she thinks I can eat. "What do you wanna do today." She asked as she sat next to me.
"I don't know." I mumbled. "We can throw a party here." She suggested. "Well my mom doesn't really like to clean the house after parties." I said as I hesitantly picked up the fork to eat some eggs.
It's like my arms wouldn't let me pick it up. "Billie I can't do it." I mumbled as I put the fork back down, and sighed. She grabbed my plate and picked the fork back up. "Maybe we can rent out a place for it." I said.
I opened my mouth as she put the fork in my mouth. "Chew." She said softly. I did and struggled to swallow it. I finally did it and billie smiled at me. "I guess." I mumbled. I took the plate from her and began to eat.
"Yay." She said and grabbed her phone. "I gotta make a few calls then I have to get something, so you good here by yourself for a few hours?" She asked. "Billie I'm fine seriously." I lied. She has been with me almost everyday because thinks I'm not going to eat and I'm going to cut myself.
Which I am, but she doesn't need to know that. "Last time you said that by the time I got back you had cuts all over your arm and your mom said you didn't eat." She said with a blank expression.
"I know I know, it won't happen again. I'm sorry." I said. She sighed, "I just want what's best for you." She said. "I know, I love you." I said as she got up. "I love you too baby, I'll see you later ok." I nodded and she left my room.
I set the plate of half eaten food on my night stand, and sighed. I got up and went to my closet. Even if I wanted to cut myself billie rapped up my legs and my arms so I cant. She did it so perfectly so if I were to unwrap it and then rewrap it she would notice.
I grabbed an outfit, well I kind of have to wait until can take a shower. Billie clean my cuts and because she doesn't trust me. Well she trust me it's just she doesn't trust me when it comes to my mental health.
I sat on my bed and watched some tv until billie got home. My mom and brother came in my room and Jayden jumped on me. "Happy birthday." He screamed. I chuckled and hugged him. "Thank you." I said.
"Hey." My mom said sadly. I know I'm hurting her, and I hate to do so. "Hey." I gave her a small smile. "Happy birthday." She said as she handed me something. It was a box with a bow on it. "It's from me and your dad, sorry he had to work." She said.
"It's ok, he works on my birthday all the time." I said. I opened it and it was the necklace my grandma gave me before she died. My eyes started to tear up. "W-where did you find it." I said as I put my hand over my mouth.
"Well I finally went through her things and I found it." She said. I looked up at her and hugged her. "Thank you so much." I said. "Here sissy." Jayden said. He handed me a picture. I didn't know what it was, but it looked like me and him.
So I smiled and gave him a big hug. "Thank you little man." He giggled and hugged me back.
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Billie finally came back with a big smile. "Surprise shawtyy!" She said. I smiled at her goofiness. "Ok I got you a few things, and your party is ready." She said. "She handed me a big happy birthday bag and I looked at her.
" I said stop buying me stuff." I whined. "I know, but baby cmon it's your birthday." She pleaded. "Fine." I opened everything and I was pleased with what I got. She got me some uggs and some crocs.
She also got me a few more rings and necklaces. She got me some shoes that matched hers. She got me some clothes and some more diamond paintings. Once I was done with everything I gave her a passionate kiss.
I tugged on her hair and she moaned into the kiss. "Baby you know that turns me on." She whined. I smirked at her, "Cmon I have to take a shower." I said as I pulled her by her hair. "Baby." She whimpered.
I closed the door and let her go. She fixed her hair and had a grumpy look on her face. "Cmon." I said. She unwrapped my arms and legs and cleaned my cuts as she muttered things to herself. She accidently touched my clit and I gasped.
Billie's POV
"Shit sorry sorry, I didn't mean to." I said. "I-It's ok." She mumbled with flushed cheeks. "Well uh, you can get in the shower now." I mumbled embarrassedly. She grabbed my face gently and gave me a kiss.
She pulled away and my cheeks flushed red. God I love this girl. "It's ok baby I promise." She said softly. "O-Ok." I said smiling shyly. "now get out." She chuckled while pushing me out. I laughed and walked to her room and waited for her to get dressed.
Lets just hope and pray she doesn't cut herself.
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She came in her room and my mouth dropped. "Stop staring your making me feel insecure." She mumbled as she covered herself. I quickly got up and walked over to her and put my hands on her hips.
"No baby you look so beautiful." I said as I looked her up and down. "Well what about my cuts." She said. "Baby, it's going to be dark no ones going to notice ok." She sighed but nodded. I gave her a peck on the lips.
"Ready to go?" I asked her. She nodded her head as she grabbed her phone and her keys.
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We made it to the place after going shopping for a bit. "Can i post this!" Mya shouted over the music. I looked at the picture and nodded. "Of course, why are you asking me though?" I shouted back.
"Well I just thought I need permission, I needed permission in my last relationship." She shouted back. "Well I'm not her, you can post whatever you want." I shouted to her. She gave me a real smile and posted it.
Soon my phone dinged indicating she posted it.
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For the rest of the night we just partied and had fun, overall everything was great. Until it wasn't.
