𝙷𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝙹. 𝙿𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚇 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛

Afraid

TW: cursing

One more day to go and it's the weekend, I'm exhausted . Speaking of one more, one more chapter and this book will have 100 chapters :D

Inspired by a SG POV I saw in Tikok so credits to that (this isn't another SG crossover or smth dw)

Oh yeah, and if the text is in Italics and has a ", it means that it's your thoughts

When I wake up, I'm afraid somebody else might take my place

People knew that Y/N was an outcast since she had no family left after a group of Death Eaters attacked her house when she was little.

When I wake up, I'm afraid somebody else might take my place

And the world being dumb, they all thought she was different,  in a bad way.

Make that money, fake that bunny, ache my tummy

Y/N was an orphan, which made people think that she was following Tom Riddle's footsteps, stupid thought.

On the fence, all the time

But when she was in her third year, she became friends with Harry Potter,  Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger.

And I must say, she was the happiest girl alive ever since that day.

Paid junk honey, your face so sunny, ain't that funny?

Well, that was until they began to lie to her.

"All my friends always lie to me, I know they're thinking-"

"-She's too mean, I don't like her."

"Fuck you, anyway."

"She makes me wanna scream at the top of my lungs."

She found out during her 5th year when she was at the library,  reviewing for her Charms exam that was coming up.

She was walking around, looking for books about defending charms when she heard her friends talk about her.

It hurts but, I won't fight you

"She sucks anyway."

"She makes me want to die."

The girl thought that it would be better if she started ignoring her friends.

When I wake up, I'm afraid somebody else might take my place

She thought that it would be better if it all went back to the first place.

When I wake up, I'm afraid somebody else might take my place

Days passed by, the trio didn't seem to notice the girl's absence.

When I wake up, I'm afraid somebody else might take my place

This went on for another few days until they finally did.

When I wake up, I'm afraid somebody else might end up being me

They decided that they wanted to apologize to her and went to search for her and found her sitting in the library,  reading.

But she really didn't seem like she was reading, it was more of a like doodling on a paper, pretending to read.

Keep on dreaming, don't stop breathing, fight those demons

She was deeply in thought to not notice that her "friends" approached her.