The Rogues Beloved human

What have I done?

Mia

I woke up feeling pain, I tried to move, but I could not.

I opened my eyes, Grayson? I looked around; this was not my room.

I looked down; we were both naked; what did I do!

Grayson opened his eyes; he looked worried.

He asked what was wrong; I asked if we "did it" last night. He said yes.

I am a slut, sure it was my first time but, I slept with a guy I barely knew.

I started to cry; he held me tighter and rubbed my back.

He said he was sorry; why is he sorry he's the one that seen me naked.

I told him that am sorry for him seeing me naked.

He said he loves my body; he must be joking.

I asked if he was lying; he pulled away, looked me in the eyes, and said no,, he is not lying.

He then kissed me; I got lost in the kiss.

I opened my eyes, and he was on top of me.

How did that happen?

He thought I was crying because it was my first time, and he had taken advantage of me.

How could he take advantage of me when we were both drunk?

I told him no, that's not the reason; I wish I could remember it, but I cannot.

I wonder if it was good or not.

I guess I said the last part out loud; Grayson told me we could do it again.

I am sore but, I do want to.

After we did it again, I felt like I was on cloud nine.

Grayson took me to his bathroom; I was still scared to see him without clothes.

He has nothing to worry about; he is very toned and sexy.

I kept trying to figure out why my neck was hurting; I looked in the mirror, I had to do a double-take.

I got a tattoo last night?!

It is his name; I have his name tattooed on my neck!

When? How?

Grayson walked up to me and put his arms around me, and kissed his name.

Why did that stop the pain?

I looked him over; great, I am the only one with a tattoo.

He turned the shower on, and we got in together.

Ok, I have never done this before.

Grayson started to wash me; I was uncomfortable.

He told me to relax; I tried.

I told him that he was the only one that had seen me naked.

He seemed happy about that; I tried to wash him, but he would start kissing and touching me when I felt him.

He is acting like I am that desirable.

I asked him if this was a one-night stand, he growled at me.

He growled like a dog; I jumped.

Grayson told me no, that he wants me, he wants to be with me.

So, he wants me to be his girlfriend?

I was about to ask if he was joking, but there was a loud bang on the door; I jumped.

A man yelled, asking Grayson if he was "beating his meat," what does he mean by that?

Grayson turned the water off and grabbed two towels.

He dried me off; he wrapped the other around himself and told me to stay here.

You do not have to tell me twice, there is someone here, and I do not want him to see me in a towel.

He went to get clothes for us, he went out,

I was standing there with the world's smallest towel.

Grayson came back with his clothes; he asked me to raise my arms, I did.

He was dressing me; I can do that myself.

Grayson handed me a pair of his sweatpants; I put them on fast.

He just put pants on, he led me out of the bathroom and into the living room.

I see a very pale guy sitting on a chair.

He looked at us; he must be wearing contacts, for he has red eyes.

He's dressed all in black; he must be goth. He got up and started to walk to us.

The man stuck out his hand to me and said his name is James.

I took his hand and shook it.

Grayson growled again; James told him he was not doing anything.

I looked at Grayson; he looked mad; I let go of James' hand.

I looked back at James; he was right in my face now.

James looked at my neck, where Grayson's name is, then he looked at Grayson and asked if I was his mate.

Grayson said, yes, Mate, what is a mate?

James looks scary when he smiles; I backed up.

Grayson put his arm around me, and I felt better.

I can not understand why it made me feel better, but it did.

James said that is excellent news and that we should talk about it over breakfast.

Grayson pulled me into the kitchen, James sat at the table.

I helped Grayson make breakfast; he told me not to cook James's stake.

That is gross. Couldn't he get sick?

We sat down with James; Grayson sat in between us.

James was asking when we met and when Grayson knew I was his mate.

Grayson said as soon as he saw me, he knew.

He liked me when he saw me?

I knew I liked him the first time I saw him too.

James then asked if we had started trying to have pups yet.

What does he mean by that? Oh no! We did not use protection!

Grayson said it is none of his business.

James looked smug and said, that means we are but do not want people to know; he then added that it is safe with him.

Why do I not believe him? Grayson told him to drop it.

James then asked how the sex was and that it was Grayson's first time.

It was? I would have thought he had lots of women.

James then said that Grayson was waiting for his mate before he had sex.

James then hissed and grabbed his leg; I think Grayson kicked him.

I got up and said that I should go home.

Grayson got up and spun me around and asked if I was rejecting him.

I was shocked; I told him no, we could see where this relationship would take us.

James asked if I wanted to leave because of him, I told him no.

I told them that I would like to go brush my teeth and put a bra on.

Grayson and James both looked; I wrapped my arms around myself.

I gave Grayson a kiss and told him I would talk to him later.

With that, I left and went home.