I Will Try

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Max

My Beta said he was my mate. I asked my wolf if it was true? My wolf said he does not know if it is true or not. I asked my wolf what should we do? My wolf said that he needs a minute. I asked my Beta if he could give me a minute to think.

He said yes and got up and left the room. What do I do? What if he is lying about us being mates? But he never did mark Jody, and Jody did not mark him.

I have never heard of a man being Luna before. What would everyone think? But he has been helping me with everything, ok he has been doing everything for me.

My Beta could have hid it longer or even rejected me because I am a bunny. Why did he not reject me? Does he feel sorry for me? I asked my wolf again, what should we do?

My wolf said we should give this relationship a chance, we were never really happy.

Maybe this will make us happy. I told my wolf that I am scared, scared that my pack will leave and not understand, or they will think it is wrong. My wolf said they will leave anyway when they find out that we are bunnies. My wolf is right; everyone will leave when they find out we are bunnies.

I mind-linked my Beta and asked if he could come to my room? Moments later, there was a knock on the door, and it opened. It was my Beta; I asked him to sit on the bed next to me. He closed the door and walked over to the bed and sat down. He changed his clothes. Why is this upsetting me? My Beta asked if I was rejecting him? I looked at him; he looked like he had been crying.

I looked at him closer and told him no. I am not rejecting him. My Beta looked at me; he seemed surprised. He asked if I was joking? I told him no; I am not joking.

I confess that I do not know what to do nor how this all works. I have only been with women, so he will have to tell me everything I need to know.

I know nothing about pleasing a man. I know nothing will happen while I am still a bunny. That will give me time to understand everything. My Beta picked me up and kissed me right on my bunny lips.

I will admit I am scared. He pulled away and hugged me. My Beta said that when I am not a bunny anymore, that is when we will mark each other. I looked at him; he does not look scared, but relived and happy. Why am I scared? I told my Beta something I would never say to another person. I told him that I was scared, scared that if we do this, he will leave me or use information against me. I asked if this was some elaborate scam or something to hurt me with?

My Beta held me tighter. Why is this not feeling wrong? My Beta told me that he loved me and he has always loved me. He told me how much I hurt him when I was with women. He then said if he would leave or reject me, he would have already done it.

He does have a point, but how do I know all this is true?

My Beta said that if I am not ready for us to live together yet, he can wait. I told him if we are mates, then we should live together. I asked if we could eat before moving his stuff into my room.

My Beta just held me and said he will go down and make us breakfast. He kissed me on my head and sat me back on the bed. He asked me to call him Jeff, his first name. I said ok, and I told him that he can call me Max and only call me Alpha in front of other packs. Jeff smiled and leaned down and kissed my head again. He said he will call me sugar buns when we are alone. Jeff then left the room to get us food.

I do not know if my wolf and I did the right thing, but we will soon find out, I guess.

This is all new to me. I do not know how to be all lovey dovey.

Jeff returned with our breakfast. He sat the tray down on the bed, then he sat down.

Jeff picked me up and sat me on his lap; this has to be the weirdest thing I have ever done.

Jeff started to feed me. I do not know how to feel about all this.

As Jeff and I were eating, I asked him why he was crying? Jeff swallowed his food and said he thought I was going to reject him. All I could say was, oh. Jeff said that I made him happy by not rejecting him. He said that we can take things as slowly as needed.

I told him that is good, for I do not know anything about pleasing a man or any of that stuff. Jeff said we will wait until I get my body back, then we will find out what we both like. I asked him what do we do if I never get my body back? Then what do we do?

Jeff said that we can do one of two things. We can keep looking for a witch to turn me back or find a way to turn him into a bunny. I then asked what would we do if we were both bunnies? He said that we will learn how to be wild bunnies.

That made me laugh. I asked why would he want to be a bunny with me?

Jeff said that he loves me and if we both have to be bunnies, then so be it. He said as long as we can be together, that's all that matters to him. Jeff then said we should call off the war then. I have forgotten about the war. I told him that he was right.

I asked if he could inform everyone that the war was off? Jeff said he will as soon as we're done eating. Jeff kissed my head and said, I love you sugar buns. That made me blush.

No one has ever given me a pet name before. I turned around on Jeff's lap and asked Jeff if he could bring his head down; he did. I kissed him on his lips. He was surprised; so was I. It did not feel wrong, just different from kissing women.

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