Sbi + beeduo oneshots

Both (3/5)

Genre: idk tbh- kinda angst but not really

TW: swearing, mentions of break up, s3xuality disphoria

Characters: Tommy and his thoughts

This is all fictional, even if it's irl

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Tommy POV

I was scrolling through my Instagram, some random things were popping up, nothing special. I sighed.

I only dated her for two months, why did she break up with me? Did I do something wrong?

I looked at her Insta profile. She blocked me everywhere. Why? Who knows.

I scrolled down again. I saw a dude in what looked like early twenties if not younger. (too lazy to describe so here a random google picture):

(He looks shitty it was the only decent I found-)

Then there came a thought I never considered I would think.

'Dang, he looks hot'

Wait.

What?

Why did I just think that?

I'm not gay.

Am I?

Fuck.

I sighed and put my phone away. This needed further 'inspection'.

I like girls, that's for sure. Boobs, asses, pu- I'm getting ahead of myself.

But in the same time...

Boys? I mean some are pretty hot...

Fuck......

What is happening?

I like girls.

And

I like guys.

That means I'm... Bisexual, right? I think that's what it was called.

But in the same time girls. Hot, pretty, cute, sexy...

But boys are also handsome, hot and sexy.

Yep I'm bi.

But I like girls sooooo much..

And I have never been in a relationship with a boy...

But I would surely date one, right?

I can imagine myself kissing a boy...

But my preference is towards girls.

Does that still count as bi?

I think so...?

Eh.

I'll just label myself as bi.

Fuck.

I'll have to come out one day.

To the whole fucking community of people that never even thought that I would be at the slightest swaying towards boys.

Fuuuuuuuuck.

I mean, everyone seems really supportive but you never know, right?

Oh god.

What if Tubbo doesn't want to be my friend anymore?

What if Wilbur says something along the lines of "You are not my brother anymore, gay freak?"?

I'm overthinking this. He clearly told me a few days ago he will support me no matter what, that included if I'm in that LGBTQ+ community.

It'll be alright. Calm down Tommy.

But when would I come out?

Not right away obviously, the thought of that makes me shiver.

Ughhhhhh....

Maybe I'll just come out when someone asks me ot something...

That should work.

I picked up my phone and went back to scrolling through social media. I discovered something about myself at least.