If i surrounder

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Lately I've been feeling so

Owen sat down on a bench in his house

ASHAMED

He wrote a note that read:if I don't come back don't look for me

By these thoughts

Owen heard all the flashbacks

I'm hiding

Owen remembered his conversation with anyel about emotions

In my BRAIN

Owen remembered speaking to ash inside his consiusion

Cause I've been

Owen got up and walked towards the maze

Holding them down

Owen reached his lever and hesitated

But they twist me

Owen flipped his lever and turned to the maze

Violently

Owen ran into the maze In a single breathe

I'm hanging by a thread Tonight

Owen climbed up a vine as the doors shut behind him

But this time I don't wanna be saved

He heard shouts from the door

So let me fall

Owen let go of the vines with one hand

Let me break

A single tear dropped off of Owens face

Under everything unsaid

He heard so many voices so many words

Just let me die

Owen let go with the other hand as the door opened again

Because I can't take living

Rasbi Graecie Mowhee & Magic all rushed into the maze trying to catch him

With what's in my head

Owen woke up inside his subconscious again staring at the figures of Oeca Squidney and Ash

If I surrender

"Don't surrender" he heard them whisper and other words along that line

Surrender

They looked at him and sighed "It's not your time" he heard Squidney say

To the

"You are needed more then you think" said Oeca with a small smile and a glimmer of hope

Monsters in me

"Be strong for them Owen" Ash said looking at him and nodding

If

He saw them fade and another him looking at him with an extending hand

I

"You need to continue" they said smile present on there lips

Surrender

"You need to survive" the other him said as Owen extended his hand

Surrender

The two shook hands as Owens vision faded

To the monsters

Owens Vision started to clear to see Rasbi Graecie Magic and Mowhee looking at him

In me

"So anything to say for yourself?" Asked Graecie glaring at him once they all realised he was ok

Will it set me free

"We must survive we must continue no matter the cost"

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