love

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tw: mentions of murder, mentions of rape, mentions of love.

katara

love.

so terrifying.

you never know what could happen, you know?

you could be in love one day...

and then in a hospital bed the next.

you could hate someone one day...

and be in love the next.

it's unpredictable.

and that's what i love about it.

i never know if i'll always love my ex...

or if i'll get over him.

i never know if i'll always hate aang...

or wait to see if he falls in love with me.

because you didn't hear it from me...

but i mean, i'm in love with him.

is he my enemy?

yes.

are we currently in a battle?

yes.

is he, at this moment, plotting how to kill me and my kingdom?

probably not, but maybe, yes.

then why do i love him like this?

because when i was raped in the middle of the street, he came to my rescue.

because when i was hungry he brought me a bag of candy and scratched out the calories because he knows its triggering to me.

because when one of his men stabbed me he tortured him until he died after 4 hours.

because he cares.

jet didnt.

but he does.

but he's also my enemy.

jet wasnt.

so why am i feeling this way?

love.

so terrifying.

you never know what could happen, you know?

like the man you expect to see killing you...

could show up at your door with popcorn and a blanket.

the man you think will be your murderer...

ends up being the man who murders everyone for you.

love.

so terrifying.

you never know what could happen...

you know?

but maybe you could.

when you feel those butterflies in your stomach,

and the swell of your heart,

and the tingles through your body,

and the smile on your face...

that's when you know you're in deep shit.

you're in love.

and what can you do to stop it?

nothing.

absolutely nothing.

love.

so terrifying...

yet so wonderful.

love?

love.

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its been one hell of a week okay 💀 my friends had... well lets just say an ✨encounter✨ with my ex and SOMEHOW (i literrally have no idea 😃) found their social media, and THANK GOD they didnt text her or do any shit but they DID call me and i had to explain shit-

it just brought me back to a place i thought i left, and it wasnt easy for me to get out of again, but i was able to do it and im proud of myself so YALL BETTER BE PROUD OF ME TOO.

anyways today was my mark for 105 days being clean so slay me 🕺

also just ignore how crappy this is- like i literally wrote it while babysitting two demon kids so be happy its even more than 100 words-

on that note

wc: 331

much love xx -Ema

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