𝗳𝗲𝗺𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿/𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗯𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀

first time - mh

MARIA HILL

okay peeps, this is my first time writing smut. so, it'll probably be short and shit lol

if uncomfortable with sexual themes and stuff like that please refrain from reading :)

warnings: fingering, mummy kink, reader recieving and yh

NOT PROOFREAD!!

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you and maria have been together for around 3 months, you both decided to take it slow. of course you both were very affectionate towards each other but you two have never gone that far. if you were being honest, you were scared, scared to be on display and vulnerable infront of someone. you knew maria would never, ever, purposely make you feel that way but nonetheless you felt insecure

she wanted to go further, she truly loved you and wanted to show you on all levels, so you felt bad pushing her away like that but like always your thoughts got the better of you

you being an avenger and her being a shield agent it made finding time alone difficult sometimes but the both of you made it work, you cherished each moment even if it was just holding one another

your pov

today was our day off. tony thought we all needed a good old rest and to be honest no-one was complaining, recently it seemed to be mission after mission, no down time. no down time meant almost no time for me and maria to be together

the only contact we had was mainly cute little post-it notes on the bedside table...

'love you - ria'

'love you more - y/n/n'

'not possible sorry xx - ria'

,premade breakfast or the occasional kiss on the cheek. i needed more and i know she did too but our schedules were rammed

"hey J.A.R.V.I.S where's ria ?" i asked the ai.

ria, only i could call her that. she doesn't even let natasha call her that and she's one of our closest friends. tony called her 'ria' once and let's just say... his nose will forever be the slightest bit wonky

"it appears miss hill is in the lounge"

"thank youuuu"

i hummed to myself, it was strange, when i woke up she wasn't laying next to me. i thought as it was a day off she'd at least stay in bed a bit longer

as i made my way into the lounge i heard muffled crying, following the sound my eyes landed on none other then my girlfriend and... nick fury ? he looked really awkward trying to comfort her, patting the top of her back. evidently he had never seen her cry before and had no clue how to deal with it. i shook my head, breaking myself from my train of thought to rush over.

"hey baby, shh, breathe" i cooed, holding the back of her head, resting it in the crook of my neck, pulling her as close to me as physically possible. maybe not the best way to help her breath, practically suffocating her but it was calming her down

fury scurried away, knowing i had it handled. "you're okay, i'm here and i'm not going anywhere"

"you still love me right ?" those words, that question, it hurt. my heart quite literally sunk

i slowly pulled her head away from my chest, cupping her cheeks, staring directly into her bloodshot blue eyes. neither of us speaking a word just maintaining eye contact

this went on for awhile, until she leaned it to bridge the gap of our lips. it started slow and loving and then i felt her tongue run along my bottom lip, requesting entry and of course i granted her it. fighting for dominance, she won, of course, but i definitely wasn't going to complain