23-이십삼: After all, there is an end

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I was standing beside Jungkook. I understood that he could feel the unsteadiness in my attitude but I guess he wants to give me some space so he chose not to ask me anything. "Okay guys! Let's do our best to win this!" Somi declared to us. "Yeah!" the others screamed. "Raise your fists higher!" Somi said.

I didn't pay attention to her. I was too lost in my thoughts. I was like a dead fish standing. Jungkook gently held my hand and I looked at him. He gave me a warm smile. He lightly squeezed my hand and nudged me from the side. "What?" he raised his eyebrows. "Ah, Nothing! I'm just a bit nervous that's all," I said smiling at him, timorously. He suddenly looked in front and started glaring. I followed his gaze to see Professor Namjoon entering the room with Miss Lee following him behind. And my thoughts came back. We were standing behind all the students so he couldn't see us properly.

"Mr. Kim, please say a few words," Momo chimed. He nodded and began, "The score is the mathematical formula to play music. For everyone to be able to have a beautiful harmony is to drill that mathematical formula inside your head. So that's wh-" "Mr. Kim, you really love math, we know," Hyuna said when everyone started laughing at her comment. Jungkook and I didn't budge. "Okay, let's have fun today," he announced clapping his hands.

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"Next would be a performance by the Junior Math and Computer Science Department! Their piece is 'Life Goes On'. All the best to them!" the host announced while we went to the stage. Professor Namjoon entered then and Miss Lee also joined him. All of us bowed at the audience. Miss Lee took a seat in front of the piano and Professor Namjoon took the baton in his hand. He started directing Miss Lee to start playing the piano and then directed us. We started singing.
[Note: They are singing in Korean and a few English words like it is in the original song. Also the bold words between the lyrics are the thoughts running in Y/n's mind while she is singing]

I remember
Ah, yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
I remember
Ah, ah

One day the world stopped
Without warning when I first saw you coming
Spring didn't know to wait
Showed up not even a minute late like that night your help didn't hesitate
Streets erased of footprints
I lie here, fallen to the ground thinking if I will ever see you around
Time goes by on its own
Without a single apology yeah I continued living my life, yeah

It looks like rain again today
I'm soaked to the bone with hopelessness in my tone
Still won't stop
Running faster than that cloud of rain you appeared in my life again
Thought that'd be enough
Guess I'm only human after all because in love I was slowly letting myself fall
I'm in a world of pain
This cold the world gave to me you showed me not to give up for free
Prompts me to press the dust-covered rewind
Dancing off-beat lying on the ground
Once winter comes, let's exhale a warmer breath when I realized my love for you and had full faith

There's no end in sight
Is there a way out? of this unrequited love I am talking about?
My feet refuse to move, oh
Close your eyes for a moment was I really enough potent
Hold my hand
To the future, let's run away for together with, I want you to stay

Like an echo in the forest
The day will come back around
As if nothing happened
Yeah life goes on
Like an arrow in the blue sky
Another day flying by
On my pillow, on my table
Yeah life goes on
Like this again

Let me tell you with this song
People say the world has changed but for me it has has been arranged
But thankfully between you and me
Nothing has changed my love for you should be deranged

With the "hello" that we start and finish the day
Let us thread tomorrow with today but I should keep my happiness away
Stopped for now but don't hide in the shadow
Because the daylight will glow once again and with that I won't mind being in the pain

There's no end in sight
Is there a way out?
My feet refuse to move but you need your happiness which I approve
Oh close your eyes for a moment
Hold my hand for this is the last time together, we stand
To the future, let's run away (Oh, oh, oh)

Like an echo in the forest
The day will come back around
As if nothing happened
Yeah life goes on
Like an arrow in the blue sky
Another day flying by
On my pillow, on my table
Yeah life goes on
Like this again

I remember, ah-yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I remember, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
I remember, ah-yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I remember, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah

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I don't feel anything. I wasn't sobbing but tears were streaming down my face. I could see Professor Namjoon looking at me but he was on stage so he showed no emotion. To really think that he'll go away is something I don't really want though. I don't want him to run away from his limits anymore. I don't want him to run away from his happiness. He turned around to face the audience while everyone was bowing at the audience. It was too much for me to handle. I couldn't hold back my tears.

"Wow, that was so soulful

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"Wow, that was so soulful. The leader of the executive committee was so passionate that she even shed tears while performing. That's the spirit!" the host announced. I wanted to cry. I wanted to cry out loud. I muffled my sobs and dashed out of the stage. I know what to do. I have decided what I need to do. I will do that for sure. I resolved while running through the corridors far away from the crowd.

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A/n: That was an intense chapter

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A/n: That was an intense chapter. Phew~

What do you think Y/n has decided? To stick to her feelings or let it go? The hint is in her thoughts she had while singing. You're welcome for the spoiler.

A joke to ease the tension in the atmosphere that I created-

Somi: I saw my girlfriend going to see 'Love and Leashes' with another guy.
Jungkook: Did you follow them inside?
Somi: No!
Jungkook: Oh, you trust Lisa a lot, I see.
Somi: I didn't follow them because I had already seen 'Love and Leashes' with you, idiot! Why would I watch it again?
Jungkook: *bangs his head on the wall*

TITLE: Outro: Tear(BTS)

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