Hands Of Time

Chpter26: I will do it...

Kai's POV:

After the small talk with Zane and the food I had, I feel so much better. The feeling of begin full after eating is still the best for me but it's getting rare when I feel that again, since those disorders started I no more eat well or sleep; I used to be the one who sleeps and eat more but now with the low confidence I have and these disorders I can't do that anymore.

It's passed 2am right now; everyone was sleeping but me it wasn't a new thing. I was planning what I should do next, many ideas come to me but all of them were so bad, nah now I understand why Cole doesn't allow me plan our next step.

I tried sleeping but it wasn't working. Sighing, I wore a small jacket and went to the rooftop. The cold air hitting my face while I sat there looking at the sky, it was so beautiful with stars and the full moon in the middle. I took a deep breath and lied down in there covering myself with the jacket.

"I knew I would find you here." I heard a soft voice behind me, I looked around and found a sleepy Lloyd smiling at me.

 "Oh hey." I smiled at her pointing at the space beside me "Yeah, I don't have the energy to go anywhere else to go those days." "Really baby?" I chuckled a little and turned to her with a smile "I love it when you call me baby."

Lloyd's POV:

"I love it when you call me baby." His voice was so calm, his eyes were sparkling yet there was something in them I didn't catch.

I covered him with the blanket I get resting my head in his should "Really? Then I will keep calling you that from now one."

He giggled kissing my hair "Ahhh you're really gonna be the death of me someday."

I looked at him again with a smile "I love you." I kissed his cheek and he blushed a little but still smiling.

"Why are you up till now? It's passed 2am babe, not something you'd do..." a small tone of worry was in his voice "Don't worry Kai everything is fine. I just couldn't sleep and went to your room but didn't find you there; I actually wanted some cuddles from my big baby."

I hugged his left arm getting closer to him "Well since you wanted cuddles I want too! Let's go to your room this time and let's try sleeping. I really feel exhausted."

Time skip till the next morning (still Lloyd POV)

I didn't realize falling asleep; I was cuddling with Kai till I opened my eyes the next morning. I felt a hand playing with my hair causing me to see lovely boyfriend in his own world "Good morning." I said getting his attention and he smiled to me and replied "Morning angle, hope you had a good sleep."

He kissed my forehead still playing with my hair "I did! Begin in your arms made me feel safe so I had a good night, how about you? Did you get any?"

I get closer to him putting my head in his chest while holding his shoulder close for warmth.

"Oh actually... I didn't get any sleep tonight, I tried but it didn't work. I'm still exhausted and I just want some rest." He said the last part with pouty yet an annoyed face "Then stay home and get some sleep, for me baby please?" I said giving him my best puppy look eyes "Angel, no I can't. I have a lot of work today and I have to finish it all before anything happen."

We slowly parted sitting in the bed "I wish I can have some rest too but angel, I have a lot of work today. I can't just leave it and stay home and sleep all day while those are waiting me... It's important."

He gave me a weak smile rubbing my back gently; I slowly sat close to him holding his hand. He looked at me with confusion while I smiled softly at him rubbing our hands together.