40 - It's Been Awhile

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Since I've thought about my future and begged it to be static

I want it to be a calm stream of river

But the more time gets close, it's a crystal clear, crushing wave that'll linger

I knot it won't be fine, but it will be ruined more

If I can't think of what or who should I do this for

Help, as I'm being washed away from my thoughts, away from the shore

I want in the next ten years, that I'll thank myself for the choiced that I lure

But today I just can't be sure

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