One Hundred Fifty

45 - You're not kind, you're a fool

Oh look at you

Always smiling, teeth up, laughing hence, it's not funny

You don't care if you're hurt, it is them who's important no matter how right you are in the story

You always help

Even though at night, you welp

You always compromise to your family,

To your friends

Because they are important, you could not lose them

You put them first, your needs last

And then deep inside, complain even though a "no" can take over your chance

You're kind, selfless, understanding

Oh please, stop yourself

You're the one who'll choose her own image

Than to tell what's the truth and deeply shovel it at the garage

Do not fool me! You're not selfless, you are the complete opposite!

Your heart broke when it's unfair, and burning fire is lit

But your eyes are shut, mouth are close, and smiling like a stupid chameleon

But then buzz, about how they do not care about you, and you will leave soon

Then they would never know, what suddenly have gone wrong

Here it goes again, you're loud like an ocean, without its depth

Full of bluff with how people treats you, yet, you never made the line clear and strip

Expecting people to be always like you, treats you like how you treat them

Didn't you know, if it's their advantage, will put excuse on their mouth and is lame

And they will always continue

Cause someone didn't made it clear, her voice accept the treatment, but will leaves clue

That they dislike it, hate it, burn it, but will not say a thing, hey, it's you

Respect yourself at the right way

Say it when it's not okay

Laugh when it's really entertaining

Stay silent, when you feel like listening

Voice out your decision, no matter how everyone disagrees

For we have different eyes, for each of the items

You might be too different, and it is not scary

You might be wrong, hence it's all normal and free

Look it up your soul,

Do not expect perfection, you fool.