One Hundred Fifty

68 - I remember the Rosary

I remember

The day I step into the unknown room

And embrace the vast darkness where my eyes just roam

And I wonder

How can I hold on?

People's views would change

A lot will disappear, most of them I sage

However, time kept me cage

I clutched the pillow

Fighting the tears that flows

However, miracle it would take

To save the river for anothers sake

I swear my mind would be in mayward

If in this planet and time, I  am nothing but a tard

Instead of clutching the soft matress

Or resulting from assaultness

I fought and clench to move my own glory

And there, I remember the Holy Rosary

It has been so long, oh, the winter have passed

Sincr I saw the shimmer of each beads in my hands

And it had always healed me...

My youth, became old

My fears, now bold

My evil, now halo

And my knees would bend low

Pleading, Mother Mary, pray for me

That in this misery I may stay

But with God, and will never be astray

Though in each moments, each day, that pass

My thoughts of Father is getting less and less

And I am in a deep regret, trying to foresee the future I detest

Hollow, darkness, intoxicated of the crust of the Earth

And forgotten the One who blessed my birth

Oh Mother Mary, for God, I am dirty

And though I will never be worthy

Please, I plead

To deliver the message I head

For Him to never give up on this sinner stubborn soul

And hug me whenever I howl

Teach me as I bite

as He loves me with all His might

Oh Mother Mary, don't let me be blind

and to Him let me be bind