Attaining His Broken Cloud - COMPLETED

Chapter 26

Enjoy Reading, Sweeties:)

Keith Sebastian

As soon as my shoes stepped onto the land of Visayas. I can't feel the place right away. Even though the girl I love is the one I came here with, my mind was left with Cloud and our unborn baby.

I just have to do what Cloud wants, and then? What will happen if Bea accepts me?

I won't leave Cloud... it's not gonna happen, it's not right, and it won't happen especially since I won't let our unborn baby have a broken family.

This is bullshit!

Actually I love Bea but I'm not a bad father, I don't want to be a bad father.

Kailan ba akong hindi pumayag na huwag tumawag sa kan'ya?

Nababaliw na ako habang nakahiga sa hotel room kung saan ako tutuloy ng dalawang linggo. Napatingin ako sa orasan sa wall at nakita kong alas otso palang ng umaga.

I'm sure Gillion is already at work. Even if I want to call Frinn, I feel annoyed with that man. Epekto ba 'to nang ginawang paghakbang sa akin ni Cloud.

Totoo kayang ako na ang maglilihi kapag hinakbangan ng buntis?

Fuck! Gusto ko ng puto!

Madiin akong napapikit nang makaramdam ako ng inis.

"Bukas na lang ako dadalaw kay Bea," mahinang sabi ko at ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko.

I'm tired and my brain is thinking about what to say to Bea when we meet. If it was just a normal conversation I'm sure I would have begged her to come back to me.

Bahala na, gusto ko lang subukan at hindi dapat ako nakakaramdam ng kahit na anong takot sa puso ko lalo't may pahingtulot naman mula kay Cloud. Ito ang gusto niyang gawin ko.

I know Gillion takes care of her in Manila. I will do what I need to finish here in the Visayas. I will let my heart do what it wants to do when I see Bea.

Kinabukasan ay pumunta ako sa isang kilalang nagbebenta ng bulaklak malapit sa trabaho nila Bea.

It's been a while since I gave her flowers. She loves flowers very much. I just shook my head with a smile on my lips.

What a feeling that I would give her flowers every day and we were married to each other?

Does the one she married do this to her? Binibilhan kaya siya nito ng bulaklak? What was I thinking? Fuck!

Am I too sorry? Three years of nothing? I regretting shits!

Nakita ko ang bouquet of white camellia kaya 'yon agad ang kinuha ko.

"Sir, ito po ang card at pen. You can put your message on the card," she said.

Ngumiti lang ako at nagsulat.

'It's been a long time, Amore.'

Ipinaabot ko lang 'yon lalo't hindi ko alam kung ano'ng sasabihin ko sa kan'ya kung nagkita na talaga kami.

Earlier I saw how she gave the flower I gave to her to her co-worker.

Nilibot ko lang ang lugar kung saan nakatira si Bea. They live in the Village and from the size of their house I'm sure the one she married is really rich.

With the size of their house, does she feel that she is safe here? Tahanan ba ang nararamdaman niya rito?

Why am I insecure? Why did I suddenly look down on myself while staring at the big house that Bea's husband built for her?