Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Waking Her Up

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence. 

Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships - so trigger warning for that.

Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Your Point of View ---

You were still in somewhat deep sleep when you felt someone put their hand to your stomach and rub it.

The baby moved at the touch – she was really kicking and that was more than enough to wake you out of your deep slumber, your eyes flew open.

Bucky was standing before you, with his shirt off and he was kneeling next to you, you saw the fatigue and exhaustion in his eyes, you wondered how long he had been flying – you felt more than a little bit rested, so it had to be quite some time that I was asleep.

Looking down you noticed that he was pressing his hand against your lower stomach a little bit harder; he looked up with you with wide eyes.

"Is that her? Is that her that I feel? Is that her moving."

There was so much wonder and amazement in his face, that you blushed at the happiness in his face, a wide smile spread across his face.

"Yes...you woke her up." You said it in a teasing manner, but it was really the truth, your baby responded to him, almost more so than it did Steve, did your baby know on some level Bucky was her father – was it a super soldier thing?

"Fuck..."

He leaned down and got on his stomach half on the bed, with a happy sigh he pressed his lips against your lower stomach.

"Sorry little one, I need your mom to eat something and I wanted to cuddle her."

He looked up at you with a soft and loving smile.

You felt your heart break at seeing him like this, he looked so in love and exhausted from having to find you.

He handed you what looked like a simple roast beef sandwich and some bottled water, you took it.

"Thank you, I'm hungrier than I thought, not sure why my appetite is increasing."

"Actually that isn't that shocking, Shuri and the medics of Wakanda said as your pregnancy progressions you will have a higher metabolism because of the super soldier DNA."

"That makes sense."

I offered him half of my sandwich.

"I already ate...this is shockingly good. Normally I hate roast beef and...banana peppers? Not sure why this is hitting the spot."

The laugh he let out was loud making me jump a little. Remorse covered his face.

"Sorry."

"What's so funny?"

"That is my favorite sandwich...seems our daughter is going to have my taste in food."

He got up, and you ate the whole sandwich, musing over the fact that it was Bucky's favorite, you really loved it, so much that it was now your favorite – that was so odd."

A few moments passed and Bucky came back, smiling down at you he made a small motion with his head to the side.

"Move over and share the bed, we have about 10 more hours of flight..."

You moved over and he laid down next to you, stretching his full body out.

You made a motion to say something but he put his thumb to your lips.

"I don't want to hear a word, I know that we have so much to talk about – but I don't want to talk about it while we are miles in the air. Will you let me make love to you, no pressure to feel anything for me, but an orgasm will help me relax..."

"Yes...I want you..."

"You will be cheating on your husband."

"I know..."

"As you wish."

He rolled over and put most of his weight on top of you, clearly being mindful of your bump as his lips met yours in a feverish kiss.