Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Vacation

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence. The chapter contains elements of toxic relationships and cheating – lot's of red so trigger warning for that. Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Your Point of View ---

"Okay, but should she really be this small?" Thor asked, holding your daughter Amberle. She looked so small in his huge hands, he was smitten and it made me smile.

"The doctors say she was a bit early – but she is very strong and healthy – must be from her super soldier father."

"She is so cute; can I hold her." Love asked, Thor looked at you, his expression asking if she could, you nodded. Love smiled when he handed the baby to her.

You easily left Wakanda without being noticed and made in in a few hours to Asgard – with a soft sigh you looked outside, it was green and a bit cold – Thor had wrapped Amberle up very warm. He was doting on her like she was his own daughter.

You inhaled deeply enjoying the fresh air that was coming through a crack in the window – Wakanda sometimes got the dusty smell from being in the middle of the city, it didn't start bothering you until you were heavily pregnant, then everything was making your stomach turn.

Bucky had been so attentive, making sure when you did feel like eating or getting a craving – you got it within mines – late pregnancy was hard on you.

You looked back up and saw Love going to the other side of the room to a rocking chair – sitting down with her and making playful faces at you.

Thor discreetly sat down next to you to you.

"I know that you wanted to get away from Steve and Bucky, and I understand you needing that space, but." He glanced over at Love.

"Being a dad myself now there isn't anything that I wouldn't do for her, and keeping her from her dad – is torture – so stay here a while, but he really should get to see his daughter. Be able to hold her."

You nodded at his logic, he was right, Bucky shouldn't be kept from Amberle – but there was nothing wrong for you to take a vacation for a while.

"I know, I want her to meet her dad – and he has every right to her, I never want to keep a father from his daughter, he was a good man, but with all the stress – her first little while being alive shouldn't be filled with stress, I'm sure she can feel what I am going through."

"Fair enough – would you like a beer – you can finally drink now."

You let out a deep laugh, realizing that is truth.

"Yes please."

--- Bucky's Point of View ---

"Who could get past your defenses?" I asked Shuri – the women that I love and my infant daughter has fucking vanished.

She left me a note saying that she would be back soon. But that she needed space as the birth and pregnancy was difficult and the whole situation with The Winter Soldier and Steve was hard on her – and she wanted time alone with her baby.

Why I couldn't fault her that – I was so scared and I wanted to know where she was.

"We are trying to figure out who could have gotten though, there is one technology that we think might be able to." Shuri gently said, she was being careful like I was a wild animal – and to be honest I felt like I was a getting unhinged.

I looked up at her hopefully.

"Asgardian."

--- Steve's Point of View ---

I didn't tell anyone that I saw my beautiful wife go aboard an Asgardian ship – Thor had come out, with the warning that I go I was more than happy to have her away from Bucky – her and her beautiful daughter. After she was born I was in the other room, kept hidden from Bucky and her, I saw Amberle – so small and cute.

I knew where she was, and that was good enough for now.