Hopeless | taekook

chapter 21

no one's pov[trouble eating,throwing up,rape,self harm, death]

the door opened.

jungkook's pov

i looked at the door as it opened "what the fuck?"jin yelled. i pulled away from taehyung.

"jin it's not what it looks like" tae says standing up "you and my brother. it's exactly what it is" he yelled.

"jin please it's okay" i got out of bed "no it's not okay" he yelled again. jin walked over to tae and pushed him.

"he's my fucking brother" he pushed him again "jin stop. i-i love him" i whispered. "what?"he looked at me "i love him. we are dating and have been since the summer" i mutter.

"since the summer?" jin asked. i nodded my head "i liked him since i was 14 now i love him" he walked over to me.

"did he force you?"he asked pointing at tae "fuck no he didn't force me. i wanted to date him. jin i love him" i say.

"okay fine but you were sleeping with people while he was kidnapped" he says looking at taehyung "jin i was sad and drunk. people were taking advantage of me. i was depressed so i cut myself and let people fuck me"he says

i looked at him. "don't fucking hurt him or i'll kill you"jin says and then leaves. "i'm sorry"i looked at tae. "it's okay lay with me"he says.

we both lay down and i closed my eyes.

the next morning

i opened my eyes and saw taehyung. i stared at him while he slept. he opened his eyes "hey baby" he smiled "hi" i mumbled "i have to leave today"he says.

i shot up "you have to leave?" i asked "yes for school but i'll come back when the weekend comes" he pulled me closer to him.

"oh" i looked down "i'll miss you" i laid down on his chest. "i'll miss you too" he kissed my forehead "when do you have to leave?" i asked " in two hours" he says.

there was a knock on the door. the door opened. it was jin "breakfast is ready" he says and then leaves the room.

i looked at tae "he's mad" i frowned "yeah but let's go eat" he says. he grabbed my hand and pulled me out of bed. we walked downstairs. he let go of my hand.

"come eat" dad says. i looked at taehyung. i walked over to the table.

i sat in my chair. i looked at the food. i'm hungry but the thought of food hurts my stomach "you okay"tae asked "yes just thinking about eating hurts my stomach"i mutter.

"please eat" he says. i picked up the fork and picked up some food. i put it in my mouth. i ate half the plate. i stopped because i felt nauseous. i covered my mouth.

"can i go upstairs?" i struggled to say"yes you can" dad says. i got up and ran upstairs and i went to my room and went to the bathroom and threw up all the food i ate.

i flinched as I felt a hand on my back. "are you okay?" tae asks i shook my head as i looked at him "my stomach and head hurts" i held my head.

"do you want me to get your dad?" he grabbed a rag and wiped my face. i shook my head "i'll be fine"i got up and flushed the toilet.

i rinsed my mouth out. i walked out the bathroom. tae following me. i laid down on bed. "you okay?"he laid with me.

"yes i'm fine. go back downstairs"i mumbled closing my eyes. "okay go to sleep. I'll see you soon"he says kissing my head.

jungkook's pov[two months into being kidnapped]

i  felt something hard enter me. i screamed in pain. he slammed into me repeatedly. i tried to move away from him but i felt a knife against my neck.

i stopped moving. he moved the knife and i felt sharp pain in my stomach.

I woke up to my dad shaking me "hey are you okay?" He asked "what do you mean?" I looked at him.

"You were screaming in your sleep" he moved my hair off my forehead. "Oh" I mumbled.

I sat up "are they gone?" I asked him "yes they are. Jin said he loves you"he replied.

"Okay"I looked down "I have to go to work so I'll be back" he says kissing my forehead.

he left. i laid in bed for a few hours then i felt anxious. i started pulling on my hair. i got up and pacing around my room.

i leaned up against a wall. started banging my head on the wall. tears formed in my eyes. i grabbed my phone and called taehyung.

"hello?" he says "i-i feel l-like h-hurting m-myself" i sobbed "it's okay. calm down"he says. "what's wrong?" He continues.

"i have this awful feeling in my stomach" i pulled on my hair again. "jungkook it's okay. everything is okay" he says.

"okay. i have to go" i say then hung up. i banged my head hard. I felt blood dripped from my head.

I scratched my arm hard making it bleed. I sat on the floor. My phone was ringing.

I looked at it. It was taehyung. I answered it.

"Don't hang up on me. I wish I was there with you to help you but I can't be with you all the time" he says

"I-I'm sorry I know that you can't be here but I'm fucking alone all the time. There's no one to talk me out of hurting myself" I choked out of sob.

"Jungkook don't do anything. Just go to sleep and you'll feel better okay?" Worry laced in his voice.

"Okay I love you" I whispered "I love you too baby" he says. Then I hung up the phone.

I laid back looking at the ceiling. It's been a few hours and I can't fall asleep.

My phone went off again. This time it was Jin.

I answered the phone. "Jungkook" was all he said. My heart was beating so fast and pounding. My hands were shaking.

"What. What's wrong" i say quietly. Sitting up. I started breathing fast.

"It's dad"his voice cracked as he sobs "what Jin. What happened?" I asked with fear in my voice.
What he says next makes my heart drop.

"He's dead"

A/N

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