Hopeless | taekook

chapter 25

Taehyung's pov[seizures,selfharm.]

I looked at jin "tearing?" jin asked. "yes it's possible that he was raped" she says. he was raped again.

"can we see him?" i asked "yes you can. he's in room 204" the doctor says. we walked to his room.

We opened the door. he was laying in the bed with a bandage wrapped around his head. his foot is in a cast.

He has bruises all over himself and has wires and tubes everywhere. i looked at jin. he was shocked. i covered my mouth with my hand.

"what the fuck happened?" jin asked the doctor "we don't know what happened but he said something about his mom and her boyfriend" i looked at jin.

i sighed. "well i leave you to it" she says before leaving. i closed my eyes "what do you think happened?" i asked jin.

"i hope it's not what i'm thinking"he sighed.

Jungkook's pov

I opened my eyes hearing talking. i looked around the room. taehyung locked eyes with me. "jungkook" he got up.

Tears formed in my eyes. "what happened?" jin asked "i-i don't re-remember"i closed my eyes in pain. "m-my head hurts"i cried out in pain.

"okay i'll get the doctor" jin says and left the room. i groaned. i touched my head. "jungkook are you okay?" taehyung asked.

"yeah i-i'm okay"i opened my eyes. jin came back with a doctor "jungkook how are you feeling?"she asked checking my charts.

"i'm f-f-fine" i touched my head. jin looked at taehyung.

My vision started turning black.

Taehyung's pov

I looked at jungkook. his eyes were closed. he had pain written all over his face. I saw his body starting to shake "uh doctor he's shaking" i pointed out.

She looked at him " oh god he's having a seizure"she called more doctors "get them out" she yelled " w-what happened?" jin yelled.

"w-wait what happening?" he yelled as they pushed us out the room. jin started crying. i hugged him "he will be okay" i held him.

I sat him down on a chair "he'll be okay"i hope he's okay.

Two hour later

Jin fell asleep. namjoon called me and asked what happened. i told him so namjoon and jimin came but hoseok and yoongi had work.

It's been two since jungkook had a seizure. jimin held my hand and jin slept on namjoon. the doctor walked out of jungkook.

i woke up jin and we both stood and he walked over to us "how is he?" jin asked. i held jin's hand "he's stable but hasn't woken up"

"w-what do you mean?" i asked her. "he had a seizure for 10 minutes which is not good. he hasn't woke up for two hours which is also not good" she says.

I looked at jin "okay. what does that mean?" jin asked "he might have a TBI" i put my hand over my mouth "you guys should go home for the night"she says and walked away.

"go home tae. i'll call you tomorrow okay?" jin says as jimin and namjoon stood up "i'll take you home"jimin says.

Jimin took me home. i got inside. i went to my bathroom. i opened the cabinets. i grabbed the blade. i sat on the floor.

My hands started to shake. i promised jungkook but what if he doesn't make it. tears rolled down my face.

i put the blade against my wrist. i dragged it across my arm. i cut myself alot more making bleeding cuts all long my arms.