multi fandom imagines 2

fucking leave me alone- matt

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matt pov:
everything has been pissing me off recently. my anxiety has been through the roof. i have gotten any sleep. usually when i'm anxious i can't eat so ig hangry aswell. everything hasn't been going well.

im sitting on the kitchen table trying to eat a bowl of cereal. i feel so anxious that i'm going to throw up. "matt 10 years later ur still eating the fucking cereal" nick says annoyed. "nick im eating fucking cereal leave me alone" i say on my phone. can they not see im clearly fucking annoyed. "jesus what's got u upset?" chris says walking in. "nothing im fine" i say.

chris pov:
matt gets up puts his bowl in the sink and walks in his room. "what was that abt" i ask. "idk, he's fine. we need to make some phone calls so get ready for the day" nick says heading upstairs.
"what the fuck is going on" i whisper to myself.

-later-

nick pov:
"okay guys video time" chris says all excited. "okay set the camera up matt" i say. i was in a pretty good mood today. everything is going pretty well, i got shit done. matt says nothing and steps out the car. "is it me or has he been weird all day" i say. "i mentioned it earlier but u just shrugged it off" chris said. "should we ask now or later?" i say. "now i don't want him being all gloomy in the video" chris says. i nod. matt comes back in closing the car door a little to hard. "woah matt what's up" chris says. i observe, usually when matt's in a bad mood chris is better to operate him.

"nothing, let's start the video" matt says smiling.
"matt what's up" i say. "yk what fucking leave me alone, u guys are always on my ass abt things" he says slamming the car door on his way out. "oh-" i say covering my mouth. "did we-" chris says looking at me. "i think he's just in a bad mood but like- we should just go home" i say. "call y/n i think he needs his gf rn" chris says. i nod.

y/n pov:

i got the call for nick that matt's been acting off.
i called matt a few times, no answer. i got to the parking lot and see matt sitting on the curb. chris and nick look at me through the car windows, worry in there eyes. i smiled at them trying to signal it will be fine. "hi ml" i say walking up to him. he looked up with glossy eyes. "hey" he said looking back down. i sat next to him. "what's wrong matty" i say. he looks up towards me. making eye contact with me. matt is a big person on eye contact. i loved that abt him. his eyes just can get u so attached it's like u can't look away, as if ur in a trance. i cupped his face. his lip started to quiver. "i'm sorry" he said softly. he closed his eyes tears dropping down.

he leaned into my chest sobbing, i held him close to me. as if trying to protect him from the danger that's around. "it's okay ml, let it out" i say rubbing his back. i rested my chin on the top of his head as he cried in my arms. "i-i've just had such a shitty we-week" he says in between sobs. "everything is g-going to shit and i've been act-acting like a dick but my anxiety has been through the roof" he said rubbing his eyes now. "i didn't want to bother anyone bc everyone knows me as the triplet with horrible anxiety and shit but now bc of it all i've just hurt the people around me" he said looking up at me.

"honey.." i said wiping his tears. "im sorry im such a baby" he said eyes getting glossy again. "ml, don't be sorry for having human emotions. it's so valid how u feel. it's okay, know that u can never bother me with how u feel. u can always talk to me. and ur brothers either of them completely understand ur anxiety and i do too" i say stroking his hair. "and ur not a baby" i say kissing his forehead. his lips were plump from the crying, so as his cheeks a little red, eyes puffy. "thank u y/n, i've just bottled it all up and it just all came out" he says. "it's okay sweetheart i understand, and they will too" i say. "i love u" he says, kissing me.

we walk back to the car, matt apologies and explains y he's acted like he has. they completely understood. "thank u guys, n i'm sorry again" matt said. i could already tell he was feeling better. he just needed to let that out. "it's okay matty let's head home, we can film another day" chris said. "i'll meet u there" i said kissing him and getting into my car.

- wasn't sure how to end it but hope u liked it :)-