multi fandom imagines 2

"ive always loved u"- matt

requested <3

y/n pov:
Me and matt have been friends since middle school. i've been to all his games, slept over his house, we even went to 8th grade prom together as friends. we did everything together as some say we were like "two peas in a pod". ofc i hung out with chris and nick aswell but there was something about me and matts connection that just always drove us towards each-other.

we are not past middle school and high school. there youtubers and they've gone through so much success and i've never been so proud. i came by for a 3 weeks to spend time with them in LA. mostly because i've never really been to california and also to spend time with them. there's one thing i didn't mention. i've always liked matt. it's not surprising. i act the same either way i just, i've always loved him and i quickly realized it's not in a friend type of way.
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"y/nnnn" i hear from literally down stairs. "nick shut ur brother up" i say putting the pillow on my head. for the first few days me and nick were having a sleepover. "MATT SHUT UP" nick yelled. "thank u" i said giggling. i heart stomps coming up and see chris and matt show up. "we have to go to a gathering in like 2 hours" chris said. i check my phone, 11:00am. "we waited for it to be exactly 11 so u guys can finally get up and eat breakfast" matt said grabbing the pillow off my head. "matt the light" i hissed grabbing the blanket, pulling it over my head. "y/n you'll be fineee, get up i want u to meet our friends over here" he said. "fine" i said. nicks always suspected me and matt's close friendship but i only said it was just like our friendship.
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matt's driving to another influencers house, i look around and see such a california vibe, i love it. "you like the view" nick asked. "yeah i've never been on the west coast" i said.
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we walk in and meet up with a whole bunch of clothes. my stomach gets filled with butterflies. i felt almost sick being there, i wasn't sure why. "u okay?" matt asked standing next to me. "yeah, sorry" i said looking at him. he brought me into a hug rubbing my back. "your okay" he said softly. moments like these made me think he might have felt the same way about me. was it possible that he liked me back all these years, no right?
he let go and brought me and introducing me to everyone. me and him understood each other on a deep level, so maybe that could be a reason on how were so close. we just understood each other by just looking into each others eyes.
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i'm sat next to chris and matt while other girls are on the couch. i almost felt intimidated for some reason. everyone is chatting, me and chris in our phones showing each other funny tiktoks.
"oh y/n i forgot to mention my friend Angie" matt said. i felt my heart drop to my stomach. i look up from my phone and smile. "hi angie" i said putting my hand out. "hi.. uh, what's her name" she says looking at matt. "this is y/n" he said. she shakes my hand giving me a half assed smile. and this is matt's new friend?! what the fuck. "don't let her bother u, she's annoying" chris whispered to me. i nodded, still infact feeling bothered. so when i'm gone she hangs out with so called angie. she didn't even know who i was, so i guess he doesn't talk about me.
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we get home and supposedly today is the day i switch with nick and have a sleepover with matt. but something in me just couldn't do that. i felt so sick to my stomach. who is this angie. why has no one really mentioned her. are they dating and not letting me know. why wouldn't he tell me, we've catched up on most things. i felt mad. i told nick about it and he just listened and understood. "you can stay in my room longer, i love having u around anyway" nick said doing his skincare. i nodded smiling. i felt hurt, and stupid we're not even in a relationship, he can have other friends. something about this angie just threw me off.
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"y/n u coming to my room?" matt asked. "she's staying with me longer" nick stepped in closing the door on him and locking it. "NICK?! WHAT?" he says muffled. "yeah bye bitch" he says w sass.
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before i knew it, it was a week into my first time in california, and i wasn't spending it with the person i really wanted to. "have u spoke to him?" nick said laying beside me. "not really, no" i said plugging my phone in. "are u mad still?" he asked. "idk, i just feel-", "jelous?" he says smirking. "no" i said blandly "yes u do, face it, u like him" he says. i stayed quiet. "i've always known, and i doubt he likes her" he says. "how long have you guys known angie" i ask. well.. since we've been visiting down here" he said. "right, imma just go to sleep" i said back facing him. "goodnight bae" he said.
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i felt vibrations by me. i opened my eyes seeing my phone flash. i answer and put it to my ear. "hello?" i said quietly. "y-y/n, can u c-come down here please" he said in between breaths. i sat up quickly knowing what it was. "i'm coming" i said quickly.
- i opened his door and saw him sitting on his bed shaking. i close the door and rush to his side. "hey i'm right here your okay" i said rubbing his back. i put my hand on his thigh trying to get his attention. "breathe with me okay" i said. i put my hand on his face softly turning his face towards mine. inches apart. he looked into my eyes as tears swelled up. we did his breathing exercise we always do when he has a panic attack. he breathed normalcy again holding his chest. "i'm sorry" he said softly. "don't say sorry" i said sitting there looking at him. he looked at the floor. "what happened"i asked. he looked up and face towards me. his eyes looking into mine.
"it's stupid" he said looking down breaking eye contact. "matt, talk to me" i said.
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"i've just felt overwhelmed, and i felt like i did something wrong the day i introduced u to angie bc u haven't talked to me and it just all came to my head and i felt like something changed in like us and i just had the bare thought of living without you and it made me sick to my stomach and then i just like panicked and-" he says in one breath. "breathe"i said. he did so and sighed. "i'm acting like such a baby" he said looking down. "matt, nothing u can do can ever affect our friendship, im sorry i was distant that was my fault i should have talked to u but it just wouldn't make sense" i said. he looked at me confused. "i got jealous of the angie girl" i said. "what-" he said. "bc the soul thought of u getting closer with another girl made me feel sick to my stomach" i said.
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"y/n, i've always loved u" he said blushing. "what..?" i said shocked. "i've always felt like we might be more than friends" he mumbled. "i'm sorry if u don't feel the same i under-" i cut him off kissing him. he broke it and looks into my eyes. "i think i love u" he said. "u think?" i questioned smirking. "i know" he said kissing me.
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" so what this whole plan was for this to happen or what" i said. "no i-", "im joking, how are u feeling  now" i asked. "good" he said. "good" i said smiling to myself.

hope u liked it <3
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