Chapter 44

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(TW: BODY SHAMING, STARVING, EATING DISORDER, AND HATE!)

It had been a few weeks, since I started eating less and less. Now it's gotten to the point that I can't eat. Even if I wanted to, my stomach gets so upset I throw up. And here, yet abouther day I end up sick from trying to eat. I laid in mine and Jaden's bed after I had gotten done throwing up. That's when Jaden walked in. "How are you feeling baby?" He asked. "I'm Fine J. Seriously. It's probablu just a stomach bug." I said.

One thing about this, I'm loosing weight. Like a fair ammout. I've gotten my flat stomach back. Jaden kissed my forhead. "I love you baby. I've gotta head into the studio. But just call me if you need anything. Okay?" He asked. I nodded. "Thank you bub." I said. "Of course baby." He said.

*later that day*

I went into my bathroom and looked in the mirror. I know I'm loosing weight, but I still feel hideous. Like, I look so bad. I just wish I could be pretty. But as much as I wanted it, I wanted to eat. I just wanted to be able to hold down some sort of food. But even if I could, what if Jaden leaves me because I gain back the weight? I stood there feeling so grossed out by myself. "I forgot my pho-" I turned seeing Jaden frozen, His eyes looked over my exposed stomach. "Baby." He said softly. I stayed quiet. I looked at my stomach. Maybe he the repulsed. I would understand it if he was. I quickly pulled my sweater back over my head covering my stomach.

He stepped closer to me and he softly grabbed my hands. "Baby, you need to eat something." He said. "I-" "I can see your ribs. I didn't know it was getting this bad." He said. I looked down to my feet. "Baby?" He asked. I couldn't look at him. "D-did you do this on purpose?" He asked. I stayed quiet. "Chloe, talk to me." He said. I looked up at him as tears formed in my eyes. He moved forward and wrapped his arms around me.

"W-why would you do this to yourself baby?" He asked. "I-I don't know. I just hate the way I looked. And I felt like I wasn't pretty enough for you. Everything I posted, I would see comments, people agreeing with the fact that I'm hidious." I said. "Chloe, no, you are the furthest thing from hideous. You are so beautiful. You don't need to do this baby." He said. I had tears forming in my eyes and so did he. "I-I can't even eat J. It won't stay down." I said. "Oh my god." He said as a tear rolled down his cheek.

"How did I not notice this sooner?" He asked as more tears rolled down his cheeks. "This isn't your fault for not seeing it." I said."Yes, it is. I should've noticed this." He said. I shook my head. "You need to go to the hospital." I nodded knowing he was right. "Okay, I'm taking you. Right now." He said. "Jaden, you have to go to the studio." I said. "I don't give a fuck about the studio. Okay? You are what matters to me." He said.

*(IM SO SORRY I KNOW THIS ONE IS SHORT!)

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