Chapter 49

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Halfway through the set, I looked through the crowds. I was no longer nervous about seeing Corey. I was looking through the crowd to see all my beautiful fans. I was so happy to see them all. "Okay, so we only have a few more songs left, and I just wanna say how much it means to be back home performing for you all. Thank you so much for being here, it means the world to me." I said. The crowd started cheering and I smiled. "Now, for this next song, I have to bring out one of the most important people in my life. So, I'm gonna go grab him." I said.

This was a totally in the moment thing. But I quickly ran off the stage and went to where Jaden had been watching from, and I grabbed his hand. "Come on." I said. I then pulled him along with me as I went back on stage. The crowd cheered. "What am I doing on stage with you?" He asked me. I smiled and I looked to DJ and Will, then to Andy letting them know to start. "I love you." I said to Jaden. Just to Jaden. Not into the mic. Just to him. "I love you too." He said.

You kiss my scars, down the center of my left wrist
Never knew how much I needed it
I see stars, the good kind, not the kind that I saw when I was three feet under
The reaper got my number

You're my deep end
Keep me breathing
I held on with glue
The only thing keeping me out of the grave is you

Jaden smiled at me as I sang. He wrapped his arms around me and I continued singing.

Here comes a crisis
Cross out my eyelids
Buried alive, it's true
The only thing keeping me out of the grave is you
My dreams are violent
Feels like my mind splits
Barely alive, it's true
The only thing keeping out of the grave is you

A tear rolled down my cheek as I sang to him. A tear rolled down his cheek as well. He quickly wiped his tear away, and then he wiped mine.

Everybody else can go to Hell
I don't care what they say
They can shut their fucking mouths, yeah
Oh, they signal show and tell, yeah
The shit that I can't help
But I feel better when my lips on your mouth
Let me keep 'em on your mouth 'cause

You're my deep end
Keep me breathing
I held on with glue
The only thing keeping me out of the grave is you

'I love you' he mouthed.

Here comes a crisis
Cross out my eyelids
Buried alive, it's true
The only thing keeping me out of the grave is you
My dreams are violent
Feels like my mind splits
Barely alive, it's true
The only thing keeping out of the grave is you

The only thing keeping out of the grave is you

The only thing keeping out of the grave is you

As the song was over Jaden leaned in and he kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck as Jaden leaned forward, I leaned back. "I love you J." I said. "I love you too." He said.

*Bit Later*

Two more songs left, and that's when I saw him. Corey was in the crowd. I took a deep breath and then looked over to Jaden who was just standing off to the side. It was okay, and I guess it was perfect timing for the next song. "Chlo?" I heard Andy say just loud enough for only me to hear. I looked at her. She noticed him as well. 'It's okay' I mouthed. She nodded.

I looked him dead in the eye as the music started.

Talk how you talk, walk how you walk
'Cause I'd have a problem sleeping
Wandering eyes and comfortable lies
You seem to sleep just fine
I'm not a saint, and I make mistakes
But next to you I'm holy
Oh, I'm praying for your soul now
Praying for your soul

I felt nervous about singing this song, especially while looking at him. I used to be so scared to say anything to him like this.

If we're counting crimes, nickels and dimes
We'd both have riches but you'd be the richest around
Around

I could never love me again
I could never trust me again
If I did half of what you did
It's enough to make me sick
I could never love me, love me, love me again

I saw Corey's face and he was pissed.

Keep a straight face for causing you pain
Say it's your imagination
That's what you do like you gotta prove
You're not what I've had faith in (no)

If we're counting crimes, nickels and dimes
We'd both have riches but you'd be the richest around
Around

I could never love me again
I could never trust me again
If I did half of what you did
It's enough to make me sick
I could never love me, love me, love me again


Corey started leaving. I looked at Andy and she smiled at me.

Yeah-yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah
I could never
Yeah-yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah
I could never
I could never
I could never

I don't wanna play a sick twisted game
Of who can do worse to the other
And I'll walk away
I don't wanna play, ayy

I could never love me again
I could never trust me again
If I did half of what you did
It's enough to make me sick
I could never love me, love me, love me again

Yeah-yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah
I could never
Yeah-yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah
I could never

As the song ended the crowd cheered. I smiled at them all. I then read someones sign. "Can I take a picture with you to sent to your toxic ex bestfriend..." I read. I smiled. "Yesss!" I walked over to the edge of the stage and I slid off, and then I walked over to her and I hugged her. "I love you so much!" She said. "AWEE! I love you too!" I said. She handed me her phone and I spammed it with a bunch of pictures of us. I then handed her the phone back and then I got back on stage.

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