•My Dear V•

-Getting You-

"Duhh, why are the eyes puffy like this?!"

I was lying on my stomach on the bed, hiding my face in the pillow when Jae just walked into my room.

"Hey yn! Why are you serious?!" he tried to turn me over.

My hand waved in front of him, telling Brother Jae to go. For God's sake, my eyes were really swollen and red, even the tip of my nose was red like someone who has the flu.

"You're crying?!" he exclaimed.

"Get out!"

"No!"

Unable to make me turn around, Jae oppa got off the bed, then took my legs and dragged them.

I am surprised.

"OPPAA!!!!"

Then hold on to the bed sheet as hard as possible so you don't get dragged by it.

And of course he could drag me thin and small so easily that now only half of my body was on the bed, waist to my feet floating on the floor, held bY Jae.

"Oppa let go of me!!!!" I shouted loudly.

"Let go? Are you serious?"

"Eh yes-!"

"OPPAAAA!!!!"

Unlucky. How unlucky. Double unlucky. My whole body hurt when Jae really just let go of my leg so I fell and hit the floor.

I was hysterical, then cried again.

"Jae! What are you doing?!"

Father's deep voice appeared in the doorway, he was surprised when he looked into my room and found me on the floor and Brother Jae towering over me.

"What are you doing with your sister?!"

Dad got angry, then Jae panicked.

"He's crazy daddy!!" I cry harder.

"N-it's not like that, it's not me who-

"How can you ruin your sister's face like this?!"

"Seriously, daddy, I'm not the one who made her cry! She was already crying!" Jae defended himself.

I'm confused, getting dizzy when I hear the debate between father and son.

"You better get out already!"

Standing up from my seat despite the pain, I pushed the two tall men hard towards the door.

"Eh but first tell me why!" snapped Brother Jae.

"oppa don't make noise!" I cried while still crying.

"You broke up with Jungkook?" Dad's question made us both stop at the door. I looked at my father in surprise, and so did Jae.

"Eh seriously?!"

"Noisy!"

I closed the bedroom door after pushing my father and brother out. Then lock it from the inside.

Fine, don't insult me. I'm really very emotional right now. It feels like whatever is around you, even inanimate objects, are all guilty.

I lay back down on the bed, then opened the phone. Open the Lines application.

By the way, I'm not crying

because of Jungkook. Ewh, I'm sorry I won't cry over a jerk like him.

I just cry over my fate like that.

I just broke up with Jungkook because he was dating Yiyang, and Taehyung still told me to leave him so I could make up with Jungkook again.

Taehyung is crazy!

He clearly knows what a jerk Jeon Jungkook is! Why is he still fixing Jungkook's figure on me?!

Taehyung and I chatted since earlier, then I saw he had replied to me again.

Tae

Jungkook would be nice if you come back
| You must be kind

| This is my fault

20.07

Please stop, Tae Stop discussing him again

20.15

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But
Jungkook loves you

20.15

Gosh!|

You yourself even saw him kissing Yiyang in front of my eyes!

20.16

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Yes I know

| I'm sorry on behalf of Jungkook

20.16

Wait! What did he say?!

Why are you the one apologizing?!|

20.16

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I mean just forgive him
| he must be sorry

20.17

I, once again snorted in disbelief. Actually is Taehyung stupid or just too kind?

OK, that's a slight difference.

you guys should be happy sorry that my arrival has ruined

20.19

My eyes are burning and my heart is tight. Why is Taehyung always so stubborn?! He's like a rock, but he's innocent, but he's so kind.

I hold my breath, hold back the tears that have dammed up so they don't fall.

Then, my hand typed the message reply while trying to hold back tears desperately.

Yes, too much

Up to you

I've been fighting so hard so that I can be with you

Yes, too much

I've been fighting desperately for me

It's up to you to be with you I'm already sure of my own feelings if it turns out that I love you Tae I'm grateful that I can meet someone as special as you But it turns out you are like this
you bullshit

I am disappointed

20.22

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no, that's not what I meant

20.22

You blocked Nana

I slammed my phone in any direction, and luckily it still fell on the bed. Burying my face into the pillow, I started crying again.

Sorry that I had to block Taehyung, but I'm really very disappointed in him. I'm tired, and I'm half to death.

Why does Taehyung have to be that good?!

Okay, then I learned something. Don't be too nice. Fine, but don't overdose like Taehyung. It will hurt yourself.

Then, I screamed again on the pillow to muffle my screams. No Jungkook, no Taehyung. They mess with my mind. Just blame me for being a sensitive teenage girl.

But for God's sake I really love Taehyung, now I'm fully aware that I love and love him alone.

Yes, he is one, without division.

I'm sorry for the late update. Hope you all are doing good ✨❤️