falling for a fangirl(Thomas Brodie-Sangster)

chapter 23

Thomas' p.o.v

I sat in the car waiting for Amelia to show her face but she never did. I couldn't help but think of the negative things "what if somethings wrong?" I mumbled to myself hoping no one would actually hear me but they did. I felt a soft grip on my shoulder I instantly knew who it was. I turned around to face Alana then glanced at Dylan before looking out off the window again.

"nothing bad is going to happen i'm sure Liam's fine" Alana lightly squeezed my shoulder as she spoke once again I removed my gaze from the window and looked at her "it's not Liam i'm worried about" I took and a long pause blinking away the tears "it's Amelia"

"tom what about her?"Dylan said finally joining the conversation I could hear the concern in his voice as he spoke. I turned my face away "what if she finds out? what if we can't stop her from leaving?" I replied letting the tears escape my eyes,

"Tom she won't find out don't worry about it!" he said in a very positive tone which only made me more nervous

"I can't help but worry about it. Dyl its constantly on my mind. I just wants to hold her in my grip and not let her escape. Dyl I watched the pain you went through when Alana left and I don't think i'm as strong as you. I can fix this Dyl I can make her feel safe but what if she doesn't let me? what if she doesn't give me the chance? We can start over again, I can make all the pain go away, I promise. I can care for her, I can love her and I can mend her broken heart but Dyl the only thing I can't do is let her walk away!"I tried holding back the tears but they fought there way through I felt them run down my cheeks and landing onto my t-shirt.

"Tom you listen to me you are the strongest boy I know. Tom your my best friend and we've came a long way from where we began and i'm telling you know it isn't time to give up. Yeah when Alana left it caused me a lot of pain but i'm telling you I wasn't strong far from it but do you know who was?" I looked at him with wide eyes "you Tom! you were the strong one not me not Amelia you! Your my brother Tom and I love and respect you with every inch of my body and I will be by your side all the way through this. Just like how you stuck by me. The grief I gave you was unbelievable Tom but you stuck by me. So I ain't giving up on you and if the day comes and she does find out then we will do everything we can to keep her with us! okay?"I nodded at him wiping the tears from my face I watched as he did the same as he wiped the last tear from his cheek he nodded towards the window. I looked out to see Amelia heading our way she never once met my gaze she just climbed into the car and sat besides me. The whole car journey was silent and awkward. I pulled up outside Amelia's house and everyone pilled out but I grabbed Amelia's hand as she was about to step out of the car "are you okay?" I asked really unsure on what was going on she carried on looking down at her lap and just nodded before turning away.

Amelia's p.o.v

As I walked towards the car I didn't dare to look at any of them. All this time they have hidden things from me like I was untrustworthy all I've ever done is stuck by them and they couldn't even tell me that the boy who stalked me, abused me for years had came to america to get some sort off revenge on me some friends they are. I climbed into the car and didn't say a word I could tell all eyes were on me but I just shock it off I never wanted to look at them never mind speak to them . The whole car ride was silent not a single word was said as we pulled up outside my house I wanted to get out and go to my room and just scream. Scream until my throat was sore but I felt a tug on my hand stopping me from leaving the car I heard Toms soft voice asking if I was okay I just nodded in response still not meeting his gaze before turning away and making my way towards my house Tom followed on behind I walked in and Dylan and Alana had already claimed the sofas. I walked past not speaking to any of them and entered the kitchen not wanting to be in the same room as them when I heard someone clear there throat from behind "are you sure your okay"it was Thomas I felt the anger flush through me as he kept on "you know what Tom i'm not okay you wanna now why!"I said storming into the room where Alana and Dylan were sat "yes Amelia we do. whats wrong?" he asked again