out of control-frerard

thnks fr th mmrs even though they weren't so great

gerard pov

i sigh, burying my face into my pillow. i rip my ipod out of my pocket and plug my headphones in, playing some iron maiden or something.

i groan loudly and mikey walks into my room

"fucking emo" he hissed at the sight of me

"take a look in the mirror, hypocrite." i hiss back at him

he sits at the foot of my bed.

"spit it out gee."

"whatever do you mean my dear loving brother" i smirk at him.

"you know what i mean." he rolls his eyes.

i sigh and scoot closer to him. "i forgot lindsey is a cheerleader." i say, leaning on him

"oh shit." mikey's eyes widen.

"yeah." i grunt.

"okay, okay. it's okay. you can back out. i understand." he says, rubbing my back.

"nope, coach said something to me and i think i can go at least one full semester." i sigh out "it's nothing. i feel nothing for her anymore."

"yeah i'd guess so if you're fucking gay." he chuckles

i cant help but smile "doesn't change what she did"

he sighs "i know."

i think of that night i had saw lindsey with steve.

i shuddered. 

it was fucking disgusting

and somehow, it all further proved my point cheerleaders are sluts.

maybe that somehow will become me...

nah.

-x-

i groan, math class could not go any slower. 

i decide to pass the time by doodling in my notebook.

i drew a slim figure, with bright red hair and a mask. a gun in their hand and a cool ass fucking jacket. i smiles and wrote the name "party poison" below it.

party poison

that would be a sick ass superhero name.

i fucking love superheroes, always have. comics are just so cool in a way i cant explain. 

i stare more at the drawing and realize it kind of looks like me.

i blush, i just drew myself a government overthrower sona.

well, if i'm going down, i'm taking my boys with me.

i turn the page and draw two similar figures, kind of resembling mikey and ray.

i chuckle to myself, but it doesn't feel finished.

there's someone missing.

i cant just have a superhero trio..

jest star.. kobra kid... party poison... 

i turn the page for the fourth time and write the name 'fun ghoul' on it.

i cant see a face for it yet, but i know i'll need it soon.