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𝑨𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒊
I ran a hand through my hair as I walked out the motorhome.
FP1 was brutal
I was P2 behind Max.
We just finished our debrief and I stepped out to get some fresh air.
I drank my water as Xena and I began walking.
I overheard arguing and turnt around to find Lewis and Bono.
"Amani stop being nosy" Xena said trying to pull me off.
I stole one last glance and just to my luck Lewis caught me.
fuck
"Amani!"
I let go of Xena and ran behind the motorhomes.
hide and seek with Lando and Oscar pt.2
Just without the Lando and Oscar part...
I hid behind a big container. I crouched down and let out a breath.
"he'll never find me her-"
"Amani!"
"ah!"
I screamed jumping up.
I got into my defensive position.
"I know karate!"
He rolled his eyes.
"stop"
I stood up properly.
"leaving someone on read after they say I love you is kind of rude don't you think?" He said moving closer to me.
I bit my lip.
I'd be lying if I said I'm not attracted to Lewis, because I think it's quite obvious that I am, but I don't know exactly how else I feel about him.
Like do I only find him attractive? Or do I have actual romantic feelings for him?
Yes I know I was jealous about him with Shakira, but was I jealous in a romantic way or no?
PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME
"just say you don't feel the same way and end this so I can stop wasting my time"
"Lewis I-"
He sighed.
"you don't, I know"
He turnt around to walk off, but I grabbed his arm and pulled him back to me.
"what?"
"Lewis there's something here I'll admit that, but you have to understand, that I'm with Mick. I can't just pause things with him to explore what we could possibly be"
