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𝑨𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒊
I splashed cold water on my face staring at myself in the mirror.
I've become like every other F1 driver.
I cheated
I should be sick to my stomach that I kissed someone other than Mick, but I'm not.
Am I mad that Lewis kissed me?
no
If he hadn't then I probably would've never calmed down and passed out.
Am I shocked?
yes
Never thought that our first kiss with each other would be under those circumstances.
Was he a good kisser?
hell yeah
I see why Shakira was all over him.
And am I going to tell Mick?
never
What do I look like? A saint? Hell the fuck no, I'm not telling Mick. It would destroy him.
I ran a hand through my hair.
It's clear that I do have romantic feelings for Lewis so, what's next is to see if wether they trump what I feel for Mick or if it's just some kind of puppy love.
I let out a breath drying my face.
I can't believe I really had a panic attack
I've just been under so much pressure lately.
I think that after yesterday it's obvious that I am Red Bull's new main driver or that I'm en route to becoming it.
but I feel for Max though
I never had any intentions of swooping in and trying to take this from him. But then again isn't this why Red Bull chose me?
Didn't they want me because I'm the only one who could actually give him a run for his money? And possibly beat him?
I sighed.
I just want to get this race over with and leave
I walked out the bathroom and got dressed. I grabbed my purse then left. I met Xena and Niko in the lobby.
